Manage to Handel Me

5.

Ari

D- well he said please" Don't tell Ariana man" and he blacked out

A- you sure he said that

D- yeah your Ariana right ?

A- yeah but he said please don't tell Ariana?

D- yes I'm sure he looked me dead in the eyes before he went out and went into surgery

A- wtf

I say thinking to myself don't tell Ariana why tf would he say that why would he care ?and who tf was gone tell like Brandon what ???

A- oh I'm sorry thank you I just don't know why he would say some shit like that

I say getting lost in my thoughts again and the doctor Mark puts his hand on my shoulder looking down at me

D- people say things about someone they love all the time it's like there final thoughts you keep your head up

He says and I snap out of it like nigga what ?

A- wait what ???

And he walks out closing the door that fucking doctor crazy as hell this man hates my ass sir and I don't like his ass either but I'm putting that aside right now but Bibby why would he say some shit like that 🤔

But I just walk back in his room and sit in my chair while Woe ,Zoie and Jayda talk and just look at Bibby sleep and think about the shit he said to that doctor eventually we all end up in a chair or on a couch it was hella in this room and they pulled out into like sofa chairs and beds they better tf had this Expensive ass hospital 🏥

But I fall asleep holding Brandon hand and looking at him and then I was out

N- Ari

Somebody whispers shaking me a little And I open my eyes to see her standing over me

A- yeah

N- you ok girl ?

A- yeah why ?

N- you keep tossing and turning what's up ?

A- um idk I was ?

N- yeah you ok ?

A- um yeah I guess what time is it ?

I say picking up my phone and the light hurt my eyes so I cover my eyes

N- it's 3 I was just making sure I know we haven't asked you how you felt ? Or even if you wanted to be here or even keep helping his ass so how do you feel ? What do you want ?

A- I mean I want to help I want to be here but he's a lot of work idk if it's gone work

N- I know he's just difficult 🙄 I wish he would just -

And she stops and looks at him and I do to like what ???

A- what ??

N- he will have to tell you when he wakes up if he ever does but I know he will cause he's never been a quieter always wanted to make me proud no matter what that's why I love you so much baby 😊💕

She says and I smile I just love her and all the love she has for herself her kids and other people

A- your so fucking great 😂😂

I say laughing but not Loud

N- I try but I want you to know we all want you here and I mean everybody

She says turning to Brandon and rolling her eyes

A- you sure bout that you remember how many times your son called you on me 😂😂