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Ch.7 Squip

(Long chapter)

Tw: mentions of self harm, anorexia

Jake POV

Rich pushed me and went inside his house. God fucking damit Jake you've really done it this time, I walk towards my car and just sit in it. Waiting for something to happen, about 25 minutes later I hear a door open I see Rich outside crying and full of new bruises and a black eye. Should I? No he'd get mad, but he needs a place to stay.

"Rich please"

"Why the fuck are you thtill here" He yells

"GO HOME ATHOLE"

"Get in car Rich" I say

He turns his body away from me

"Just get in the fucking car" I say slamming my hand on the roof.

He jumps before slowly turning

"Please" I say

He walks towards the car and gets in. I raise my hand to grab something and he flinches.

"Hey I'd never hit you okay, you're safe with me" I say grabbing his hand

We drive to my place so I can clean him up.

"Rich here" I say tossing him a towel

"You know where the bathroom is you should have a shower"

"But-" I cut him off

"No buts just go its fine I'll order some food" I say

Rich POV

I stare at myself in the mirror, I hate everything about my body though. Im chubby even thoughI haven't eaten in days, I have a lisp, I have cuts and bruises everywhere. Im just ugly.

I hear a faint knock at the door.

"Rich its been about 10 minutes and I haven't heard the shower are you okay?" He says

"Y-yeth" I say

"Okay clothes are on my bed" he says obviously not believing me

I slowly peel off my bandages from my arms. I look at my arms in disgust. Just like I do the rest of my body. I stood in the shower not moving for 10 minutes until the water got cold. I grab the towel and wrap it around my waist and leave. I head to Jake's room seeing a pair of sweats and a tshirt. I put the clothes on and search for bandages, shit I cant find anything. I look at my arms and sigh.

"Rich!" Jake yells and I flinch

I walk downstairs and sit at the table with Jake. About 5 minutes pass by and I haven't touched my food and Jake is almost done his.

"Rich eat" he says

"Im n-not h-hungry" I say pushing the food to the side

"Rich when did you last eat" He asks

"I- uh um it wath um l-latht um no, I don't know" I say

"Rich please try one bite please" He says

I grab my fork and get a few noodles onto it, I bring it to my mouth trying not to gag.

"I c-cant" I say dropping my fork

"Hey its okay, just keep trying" He says

1 week later

I stayed at Jakes house for 3 days before coming home, but as soon as I walked through my door my dad was staring at the door. And I immediately shrunk, he of course criticized me.