i have been aching deeply about you. i don't know why god put you in my life. i do not know why I obsess over you the way I do. I think it's because I have an image of you, but you're not actually that.
I put you on such a high pedestal, because you understand that little part of me that no one has. but maybe you never have. maybe it's all been a facade. the past 6 years...
how I fucking ache for you to love me. how I chase after you.
You know who you are.
I try to stay away. I'm so fucking afraid to tell you my feelings. I don't know why I fucking feel this way.
I think we were meant for each other in another world. but you're just taunting me in this one.
do you feel the same way about me? I need to know. Do you ache for me the way I do about you? Do you think we were meant to be (as friends)? I wish you would speak to me, but you don't. I wish you were there for me in the way that I need, but you're not.
I have an image of you, of someone who is my twin flame. but maybe I've fucked it all up in my head. just wish you would give me a chance, and let me know if you ever thought the same.
I thought about us meeting, about us walking in the woods together. about us talking about writing. I wish to be your friend, but you do not desire it.
I think I just care for you so much. I just get infatuated. I fall hard. maybe i just so desire love...
you could be reading this right now. ...
let me know.
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BOOK 1: The Monster Within Me
Fantasy*"And I knew he could hurt me, again and again. And I would come back to him, again and again. Because I needed him, more than he needed me. And he simply did not know, the way I loved him." * It is the year 2035, but the world is the exact same as...
