Hope-Jaden Hossler

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I woke up before Jaden this time, I looked at the time and saw it was 7. I gave Jaden kisses all over his face until he woke
You missed a spot
Did I
Yeah here he pointed at his lips
Brush your teeth and maybe I'll think about it
Do you want to use the shower first
Okay, I won't be long
I had a shower and got changed into black shirt, green camouflage jacket and jeans. I put my trainers on and out my hair in a bun. I did my morning routine and left the bathroom
(Ella//Abby//Noen//Jayden)
Looking good as always
Why thank you
He went into the bathroom and I went downstairs to see Abby and Noen eating ceral.
Hey guys
Damn you look good
Have you seen yourself
Where's Jaden
Here he said as he walked into the room
After we ate breakfast, we all went to Jaydens car to drive to school, It was last day before easter break. When we got there Abby and Noen went out first but me and Jayden stayed in the car for a bit.
So do I get that kiss now
What
This morning you said after I brush my teeth you'd kiss me
No, I said I'll think about it
Before I could say anything else he quickly gave me a kiss on my lips and left the car. I got out and followed him
I'll get you back for that
Yeah right, meet me at break
Okay where will you be
I'll wait for you at your locker
Why am I meeting you
You'll see

(Time skip to break)

I left my class smiling to myself, wondering what he had planned. When I got close to my locker I saw two people kissing, I didn't pay attention to it until I realised who the people were. Jaden and Mads
So this is why you wanted to meet me here
Ella please I can explain
I'm going
I turned around and ran into an empty classroom. I leaned against the wall and burst into tears. I heard the door open and I already knew who it was
Ella
Go away
Please talk to me
I turned around and looked at him
Was everything you said to me a lie
What
When you said I was different to other girls, all those compliments and when you said you liked me
I wasn't lying when I said any of that
Then why were you kissing her? I yelled
I don't why you care so much
I opened up to you, told you things I've never told anyone, you promised you'd never leave me
Guess what, I lied
I can't believe you
Just as I said that, Mads walked in
Aww is poor Ella upset, why don't you go play with your blades
I looked at Jayden in shock and disbelief, but he looked down, his eyes never meeting mine
I can't believe you, never talk to me again
I got my bag and left the room crying, I can't believe he'd do that to me, it's my fault, I should never of trusted him. As I walked down the corridor I bumped into some of his friends from his group
(Ella/Bryce/Josh/Anthony)
Yo Ella, you okay
I'm fine
You don't look fine
Well I am
Where's Jayden
With Madi
Wait what, I thought you and him had a thing going on
Yeah, I did too, look I have to go
I walked out of school and went home, not caring that I still had other lessons to go to. I sat in my bed, crying, feeling sad and empty. I couldn't believe him, everything was just a lie. ⚠TRIGGER WARNING⚠I got up and went to my drawers, I opened it and under all my clothes I found it, a box I hadn't used in ages. I opened it and took out a blade. I breathed heavily, I promised him I would call or text. But he promised me he'd never leave me and lied, if he can break his promise then so can I. I took my jacket off and dragged the blade against my skin. 1 cut.....2 cuts......5 cuts...........13 cuts. I stopped and threw my blade across the room⚠triggering things over⚠I sat on the ground, drowning in tears and self pity. My phone kept blowing up but I didn't bother to check it, slowly, everything started going black