Hope-Jaden Hossler

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I got to school around 8, I took out my airpods and put my phone away. I walked into the school, already feeling the stares and hearing the whispers of the people around me. Trying my best to ignore it, I carried on walking until I bumped into something, more like someone. I fell to the ground as people around us started laughing. I looked up and saw the most popular guy in our school, Jaden Hossler. Embarrassed, I got up, said sorry and ran past, wanting to leave the scene as soon as I could. I finally got to my locker and got whatever I needed. I heard the bell ring and I rolled my eyes, I had history first, I hated that lesson. I got into the classroom and sat in my seat, in the back next to the window. I sat down as everyone else started coming in. 15 minutes into the lesson the door opened and Jaden Hossler walked in, his hair messy and his top 2 buttons had been undone. I sank a bit in my chair as I remember what happened earlier. As he went to his chair we made eye contact and held it for about 10 seconds before I looked away.
Okay class, as I told you last lesson I'm going to be putting you in pairs for our new history project, it can be on anything we've studied this year. This will be going towards 70% of your grade as you all already know
He started reading out names and I wasn't paying attention, until he finally said mine
Ella Smith and Jaden Hossler
I rolled my eyes, I was not looking forward to this at all. I looked over at Jayden to see him already looking at me, when we made eye contact he winked at them looked away. I cringed, how do girls like him? He's such a fuck boy. When Sir finished reading out the names, he told us to sit with out partners to sort everything out. Jayden got up and sat in the seat next to me

Bold-Jaden
Normal-Ellie

So your house or mine
We can do it at mine
We can do more then just the work if you want
Look Hossler, I need to do good on this project. If your going to come and act like a fuckboy, don't bother coming at all, and I will do it by myself
Okay, meet my at my car at the end of the day
Okay, see you then I guess

As I said that, the bell rang, i got up and started going to my second lesson

~Time skip to the end of the day~

I left the school and was about to walk home when I remembered I had to meet Jaden, I walked to the car park and looked around until I finally found his car. He was leaning against it on his phone, as I got closer he looked up and smiled

Thought you were never going to come
I may or may not have forgotten
Ouch, I am hurt
Whatever

We got in the car and I gave him my address, the car ride was quiet, the only thing heard was the music. When we got to my house, we got out the car and he followed me to my room.

Nice room
Thanks

We started talking about the project and decided we were going to do it on the world war. ( very basic, ik) we were working on the project, Jaden was doing research and I was beginning on the start of the presentation when he asked to use the toilet, I told him he could use the connected with my room. ⚠TW⚠ After a few seconds, I remembered my blades will still out. I cursed to myself as tears began to form in my eyes but I quickly wiped them. I heard the toilet flush and I quickly began doing the work, praying he didn't see them. I heard the door open and saw him sit down next to me. He kept giving me side glances, just when I thought maybe he didn't see, he said

Is that why your always wearing shit like hoodies
What do you mean
Don't act dumb Ella, I saw them
Jayden I -
How could you do something like that to yourself
Just stop okay
No, show me your wrists
Jaden I said stop
Just show me!
Get out
What?
Get the fuck out of my house, now!
Ella please
No, just go!

⚠the triggering thing is finished now⚠

I looked down as Jaden got up, grabbed his bag and phone, then left. When I heard the front door shut, I burst into tears, and just liked that, I spent my night crying, feeling fear and sadness