Chapter 19
Rachel's pov:
I ran home and grabbed my suitcase and left for the airport . I had to get out of this town because I knew if I didn't leave now I wouldn't ever leave . As I was driving I could myself having a panic attack . I could breathe and it felt as if I was going numb . I pulled over on the side of the highway and burst into tears uncontrollably. I didn't know what was happening but it felt as if my heart had dropped into my stomach and I felt an immense amount of pain and I turned off the car and just cried . How could I do this again ? I love Sam but I think I may also love Finn too . I hate myself for coming here it was a mistake .
Finns pov:
I was sitting at home when suddenly Kurt came barging through the door .
"What is wrong with you?" He asked me
"What the hell Kurt ! How did you get in my house ?"
"Mom gave me a key dummy ! Now why aren't you going after Rachel ?" He asked me
"Because she's engaged Kurt and next time remind me to change the locks !" I said
"Oh you and I both know that engagement is a bunch of bs! You love her Finn and she loves you too!" He said
"Then why did she leave ? Why did she leave when I told her I wanted her to stay , when I told her I was in love with her ?" I asked angrily
"Because she's scared Finn ! She loves you and she's scared because loving you means risking it all and surrendering her heart to you. She's scared because she thought she lost you to Quinn and she's scared to fall for you again." He said
I sat there and said ,
"I need to stop her ."
I got up and grabbed my car keys and headed to the airport .
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The Shallow
FanfictionIt's been 10 years since Rachel has seen her best friend Finn Hudson since moving to New York City . After the death of Finns wife Quinn , Rachel decides to come back home to be there for her ex best friend . After saving Finn from killing himself R...
