Falling Pieces

CHAPTER 1

I opened my eyes after resting it for about a minute or two, I took a glance at the clock 2:25 am na, gising pa ata si kuya, may kumalampag eh. I sighed out of relief as I realized that I only have 5 minutes left.

I'm so tired

Since there's only a few minutes left, I decided to fix and arranged my books and papers in a proper way. Dagdag pa sa pagod ko pag nakita ko to na magulo.

When I already managed to put it in their proper places. I crawled towards my bed. I hear a distinct noise from the room across mine. My brother's room. What the heck is he doin? It's 3:02 am.

Damn, I can finally sleep.

But instead of sleeping. I suddenly felt a bit awake and asked myself.

Do I really have to worn out myself?
Well, why not? Kung ikabubuti ko din naman.

I face the right side of my bed. I knew I am about to fall asleep when I finally turned my face at the right side. I feel so comfortable and fell asleep faster.

After a minute, I can feel my eyes become heavier and heavier as sleepiness consumes me. But as what always happens. Right before I close my eyes. A single tiny drop of tear shreded from my eye, together with a faint pain in my heart

God, help me. Give me strength

I woke up with a sudden jolt when I hear a knock on my bedroom door. Agad akong tumayo kahit halos wala pa ako sa maayos na pag iisip dahil kakagising ko lang. I opened my door and saw mama.

"Sav, eto oh, pwede mo to pakinggan para mas madalian ka." Sabi mama sabay abot sakin ng ipod. Tuamango lang ako at sinara ang pinto at bumalik sa kama hawak hawak ko parin ang ipod. It probably contains audios with english/british terms with accents.

I've been studying it for almost a month now. And I know that my parents notice na I'm having a hard time to master it. That's why they 'help' me kahit parang mas lalo lang ako nahihirapan

I'm having a huge difficulty with coping up with my lessons, additional tutorials and self thought of a few more languages and accents. But still I manage

Being the youngest of their two children. I am ought to know such things. My mother is an interior designer, my father is a Lawyer and my elder brother Philip Javier is a first officer pilot at the age of 23 and he's now planning to train to be a senior first officer,

Anyhow I'm just starting to build up my life, studying BS Hospitality and Management major in Culinary Arts. I'm an currently in my 3rd year college.

I got up my bed and went inside my own bathroom. It's still dark and the sun is still hardly seen in the sky. It's probably 5 am in the morning. I went to shower and cleaned up myself.

Ugh! Weekdays!

After about an hour lumabas na ako ng banyo, my hair is already dry and I already put my creams. Masyadong malamig kaya pinatay ko muna ang aircon.

When I'm finsihed and dressed lumapit ako sa study table ko para tingnan an schedule ko ngayon.

Thursday
7:30 - 8:30 Stats and prob
8:30 - 9:30 Vacant
9:30 - 10:30 Management Communication

2:00 - 3:00 Management and organization development

Tatlong subject lang ngayon. Hayst. Ayoko talaga ng bungi bungi ang schedule ko. Parang ang sayang sa oras eh. Pupunta ako ng alas siyete tapos isang oras ako tatambay. Tapos sa hapon naman isang subject lang, isang oras din ako mag hihintay.