Childhood
Listening to this sh*t everyday in my life
is like having my childhood back in
You don't see how I am shaking
every time your voice raises
Every bad moment you had with mum
comes back to hit me even stronger!
I know the day will come
where I will not be able to control myself...
If this is going to end badly?
I promise you, you who is reading this right now,
Not everyone is going to be here to tell you the continuation of this story.
I don't have anything to lose,
nothing here and now!
I want to start my life far away from all of you!
You are a burden in my life!
All this voices in my head,
my mother screaming for help
my sister crying on my shoulder
my father asking for apology...
I cannot take this anymore
because after all those years
those voices are still with me...
The worse in all of this,
is that this situation repeats itself,
in the past, today and in the future!
I am sorry for my sincerity!
By SolangeRibeiro
