i wrote this awhile ago but then i unpublished it, i hope you like it!
"okay, this is the part where he goes outside to just get some fresh air, but the gardener sees him & starts running towards him-"
"nick can you please shut up...you're gonna ruin the movie for us."
nick sticks his tongue out at quincy.
cole chuckled, "very mature."
"guys, please be quiet."
i was starting to get frustrated.
i moved closer to finn, who had his arm wrapped tightly around me while we cuddled under the blanket.
"fucking disgusting!"
quincy whispers to cole & nick, earning a punch on the arm.
"do you think they've done it yet?"
he asks.
cole's face turned a light shade of pink while quincy was snickering.
"oh my god, shut up," nick groans.
"both of you."
cole quickly grew offensive, "i didn't even say anything about that!"
"it doesn't matter, they're just friends & it's none of our business, finn's seventeen...he can do what he wants."
quincy shook his head at nick's comment,
"they're obviously more than friends. & i bet they've already had sex, just look at the way they're cuddled up right now!"
cole sighs, "finn is always touchy like that with his friends..."
"not like that... look"
they turn to see finn & i cuddled so close, it was basically skin to skin contact.
if only they knew.
finn & i have been hooking up for about month or two now. we didn't tell anyone because we're both pretty private.
it started a couple years ago when i would come over with cole.
he & i have been friends for a while because he we grew up in the same neighborhood. despite him being a couple years older... we got along pretty well.
then he introduced me to finn & we automatically clicked. we get along so well, too well actually.
i would always notice finn staring at me & when we would hug, his touch would linger more everytime.
it would be quick side hugs, which then became hugs where he would just hold me until someone said something.
we would sneak up to his room & talk all the time & he would play guitar from me while everyone else would livestream or hang out in the living room.
then whenever one would leave, we would kiss each other on the cheek.
of course, all of our friends immediately took notice & would ask us about it.
we would just say that it's a friendly thing.
we both knew that wasn't true.
i had feelings for the curly headed boy before i could even notice it.
i could feel the same energy with finn. i knew that something was there.
so we then started to kiss. not on the cheek, but on lips.
we wouldn't do it in front of quincy, nick or cole. we wouldn't do it in front of
anybody.
we would sneak to his room like usual & then one day, he just leaned in & we kissed.
it was sweet & innocent, but about a month or two ago things started to... escalate.
after going out to eat sushi with him & nick,
i decided to sleep over at finn's & we hooked
up for the very first time
we had to be quiet & careful, but we decided not to tell anyone.
i honestly thought it was just a one time thing, but it happened again a week later.
we were live streaming & finn told us he wanted to go lay down because he wasn't feeling well.
ten minutes later, he texted me & asked me to come talk to him, so i excused myself & headed to his room. when i got there i went & sat beside him on the bed & he just sat up & kissed me. we made out & then we hooked up. again.
we've been doing it almost every other week now. it was still wholesome, but it's also sexual now that we're old enough.
finn leans over & whispers into my ear, "i'm tired of listening to quincy & nick argue. can we go upstairs?"
i looked back up at him & nodded.
we got up but before we could reach the steps,
"where are you two going?"
damnit cole.
he knew i had feelings for finn & he loved to tease me about it.
"oh- we were just gonna head upstairs because we're feeling tired & it's getting late anyways...so yeah."
finn cleared his throat.
"alright, we'll see you guys tomorrow then?"
quincy asked.
"fo sho."
i said & then walked up the stairs with finn following me.
he grabbed my hand tightly when we were out of sight & held it.
he also became very possessive of me during this whole situation... not that i mind.
it gets me so excited to see him so dominant & angry if any guy comes my way.
i would reject them anyways because my eyes are only on one person, & that's finn.
what i didn't know, was that he felt the same way.
we made it to his room & sat down onto his bed. i leaned in for a kiss but he backed away.
i immediately felt panicked & a little hurt by this. i thought that i did something wrong & i didn't wanna make eye contact with him.
"is s-something wrong?"
i suddenly became very interested in the floor.
"i don't think i can do this anymore."
he breathed.
i felt my whole heart shatter. why is this happening? did i upset him? i thought everything was fine.
"oh?"
i felt like i was about to cry, but i tried my best to push that to the side, i didn't wanna look upset about this in front of him.
"did i d-do something...wrong?"
my voice was shaky.
finn took notice of this while he knitted his eyebrows together, "no, i just...this is hard for me to say-"
"finn i'm in love with you."
i sniffled.
his eyes widened & he looked up at me, his eyes meeting my teary ones.
"no, baby please don't cry. that's not what i mean. i meant that i can't do this anymore because i wanna be something more.
i don't wanna be friends with benefits anymore."
he grabbed both sides of my face & placed a gentle kiss to my lips.
"you mean- you're not gonna end it with me? you wanna be with me?"
i wiped my tears.
"of course i wanna be with you, (y/n/n). i love you! i've been in love with you for like, two years now. i told cole, but i made him promise not to tell you or anybody!"
he grins.
"cole knew?!? that fucking asshole!!"
i laughed.
finn's face contorted into confusion with his smile still on his lips.
"i told him a while ago how i felt about you, i didn't want him to tell anyone either."
we both laughed, "so...i know this didn't start out normal, but do you wanna be my girlfriend?"
he asked while pink tinted his cheeks.
"i would love to!"
i beamed.
his grin widens & he pulls me into a hug.
"i love you, girlfriend."
"i love you, boyfriend."
1208 wc
so y'all i was thinking about starting a book about finn, but the plot is like the walking dead. what do you guys think?
