S.A.T.U.F.A.N.A

Big heart, Funny, Panda.

I know everything's not going so well when you said that goodbye to me

And I know it was all my fault, for not seeing you there, for not being that dare, for not kissed your lips truthfully, for not hugged you tightly.

I know every smile you put even though I always yelled at you.

I know every food you make even though I always ask for more

I know every clothes you wear even though I still mocked at you

I know every time you say "halo" until "goodnight captain!" even though I still shut my door

and when you buy that vans to just look like mine, it was the sweetest thing ever, but I just can't see it back then.

It was all my fault, to put you through these situations, too many mistakes i've made to just waiting you to say goodbye.

I don't know what I was thinking back then, I'm sorry for everything, I know it hurts so much until you can't speak to me anymore, or my family.

You closed yourself from us, and that's the thing I hate why we have to be like this?

I know you found my replacement, and he's better than me

Even though I played my role as a jerk but you played it with hopes and bliss

I just want to say sorry even though you still choose him more than me

From satu to dua and there's another language of ten

I owe you, my dear panda goodnight from me your captain.