sabito x reader :meant to be [under Construction]

chapter 19 : I must confess

=y/n's point of view=

I groaned opening my eyes, my whole body feels really sore, especially my arm

I finally adjusted my eyes to the lightening, but then I remember nezuko, I offered to take her so I could protect her, I must not fail I've lost someone close to me I can't lose another

Gritting my teeth, I attempted to get up until I was held back down, I looked over to whoever it was and glared, it was a guy much taller and stronger

"grr..." I looked at the familiar red head also being held down with a scowl on his face, then I noticed there were more people than I thought

They were discussing something but I couldn't hear it, all I heard were a bunch of mumbles

Am I going to die again?

=sabito's point of view=

I was tense I didn't bother saying anything to what they said, I just stared down wanting to let y/n go, but I couldn't

Lucky I had my mask on or else everyone could notice how much I wanted to punch rengoku for holding her down

Shinobu had made them both drink water, so they could speak

I shouldn't have gone to urokodaki-san, and went on with tanjiro, now I'm confused and hurt, I couldn't stand seeing her weak with worry and confusion plastered on her face

"Sabito-san... Are you alright? " a soft voice asked

"are you crying? " mitsuri asked, after those words of her's I felt my cheeks wet along with the bottom of my mask

I didn't answer instead I looked at the scene
The demon girl I believe was named nezuko was bleeding, then one of my fellow hashira's unconscious, while tanjiro was free from being held down and our master in front of us

How long was I crying?

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"Shinobu..." I called ready to tell her the truth

"yes? " she replied facing me

"I need to tell you something" she hummed indicating that she was listening

"I can't b-be with you anymore..." I finally let out "I'm sorry, it's just I couldn't help but feel guilty for falling for someone other than you even if we're together, i-I know it isn't great for me to be like this but, I d-don't want to cheat on you "

"I see... " she replied as tears fell down her face even if she's smiling, I hugged her, just to comfort

"s-shinobu, I love you I really do b-but, y-ypu deserve someone better, I hope you understand" I told her pulling away from the hug taking my mask off for her to see my sad expression

"thank you for being honest.... I understand " she said wiping tears off her face leaving me there

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