Chapter Twelve

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~Sydney’s POV~

Niall came running into my room and caught me completely off guard by kissing my hard.

“Well hello to you too, Ni.” I giggled at him.

“I’m going to miss you so much and I want to let you know I can’t live without you, management will only let me take somebody with me if we’re family. Since being married is classed as family,” he got down on one knee.

“Sydney Megan Lee, you’ll never love yourself half as much as I love you, but will you marry me?” He said, looking into my eyes.

My throat went dry, my eyes filled up, my hairs pricked up and my bones went stiff. Niall fucking Horan just asked me to marry him and I was in love with him. The answer was simple.

“Yes. Yes, Niall, of course I will. You mean everything to me. You make me who I am and without you I’d be a waste of human life. I need you. Of course I will marry you.” I wrapped my arms around him and he held me, we didn’t kiss. We didn’t need to. Our love was stronger than just a physical expression of love. He was everything. Without him I am nothing.

“And I was thinking, we could get married in a month. We have a week break from performing and we could do it. So we can settle down quicker. I may be rushing into things but I can’t fucking stand one more month without you. What do you think?”

“Niall. I love you.” We were so childish, like best-friends, we ran downstairs to find Eva and Harry having a major snogging session. Ew.

“She said yes!!” Niall told Harry with the biggest grin on her face. Harry shot up and hugged him, congratulating the two.

I couldn’t help but notice Eva not looking as happy as usual. I confronted her but she brushed it off and congratulated me, she is so stubborn.

~Eva’s POV~

My little sister is getting married before me. She’ll get to see her boyfriend everyday still. I’ll be at home, more alone than ever. My best friends would be gone. My sister would be gone. Anna is back in Sweden.

We said our goodbyes, Harry didn’t want me to come to the airport because it might be ‘too hard’. Sydney was going to the airport.

“Eva, I’ll call you when I get there and I’ll skype you later. I have a concert tomorrow so I may not be able to call but I promise I will text you, all the time.” He cupped my face with his huge hands and kissed me passionately. He pulled me into a hug and I started sobbing into his chest. I looked up to see him emotionless. Not only had I embarrassed myself but he didn’t even care about me anymore.

I hugged the rest of the boys one by one, telling them to stay safe and I’d speak to them soon. I loved them all; they were the best thing that had ever happened to me.

They left. All of them. Gone. For a whole year. Goodbyes were over. Everything has left me. I walked back into my house and turned on the radio, lwwy was playing. I didn’t dance. I couldn’t.

I dragged myself upstairs and fell asleep on my bed that still smelt of Harry.

~Harry's POV~

I looked back at her house one last time then felt Zayn's hand on my shoulder. He gave me a look that I could tell meant we will all miss her, but we'll be back soon. We got into the van with Paul and took our places. Louis sat opposite me, Niall next to me with his head on Sydney's shoulder, Zayn next to Liam and Louis. We sat in silence, nobody wanted to leave. We wanted to perform but we would miss this so much. My phone lit up and I got a text from Eva. Everybody looked at me as if they knew it was her.

Eva:

I miss you.

I missed her, I missed her more than anything. I'd been gone for about 10 minutes, but just the thought of not being able to feel her soft lips, to feel her gentle embrace and to comfort her when she needed me. I replied telling her that I missed her more, then I decided to go on twitter. She tweeted "Lonely." about 5 minutes ago. Maybe Sydney shouldn't have come, maybe she should have stayed with Eva. I replied back with a photo of all of us pulling a sad face, it made us laugh so maybe it would help Eva.  "@EvaStyles we miss you, call you soon love xxx". I just hoped it would make her smile. I know it seemed like I wasn't sad when I left, but I don't want to cause too much trouble, things were tough already I couldn't bare to see her cry. I felt so guilty. Pain was stabbing me everywhere and I wasn't even excited to see the different countries if it wasn't with Eva. We were about to board the plane and Sydney left, it was emotional again. But at least they were getting married and could be together in a few weeks.

After the plane flight we arrived in France and went straight to the hotel, before we could even get round the back we could see the fans outside waiting for us.

"Come on, get round the back and don't be noticed." the members of shitty management told us.

We all sighed, we just wanted to see the fans happy. 

"No, I want to see them." Zayn spoke up.

We all agreed and magagement got pretty pissed. We walked away from them to join the fans, our bodyguard came with us but we secretly wanted us to meet the fans too. We took pictures with them, said stuff in French. Did our best accents. It was fun, for the moment I forgot about Eva and everything that made my job miserable. But I was truly grateful for my job. And her. We got back into the hotel and I called Eva as soon as I chucked my bags on the floor. She answered the second I called. 

"Harry, hello." She said, sounding blunt.

"Are you okay?" I asked her, I just want to cuddle her.

"Not really."

"Do you want me to skype you?" 

"Yes..." Her voice trembled.

I opened up my Mac and skyped her, her eyes were still watering and seeing her but not being with her made everything worse. We spoke for hours.

~Eva's POV~

His eyes were red and his voice sounded scratchy, he still looked beautiful and I was grateful I was speaking to him. The boys suddenly entered the room and Harry rolled his eyes.

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