"Be happy. Don't think about the past or the future, think about today. Make your day, worth it."
I slept leaving that words on my mind. I am happy, super happy to have someone to lean on. To have someone to talk to. Those colors that faded when I felt I'm alone years ago, when I left. Those colors came back.
Making my heart pound faster everytime, making my heart comfortable and happy and making my mind at peace.
I woke up from the knock on my room door. I looked around not to see Cally and that Lhea beside me.
Last night, Gio and Pat bring those two here since they are drunk. I cleaned them and slept beside them.
I put my comforter up to my neck as I speak.
"Come in." Sabi ko na alam ko naman na narinig nung kumatok.
Bumungad sa akin ang bagong ligo at nakangiting si Prime. Natatawa syang lumapit sa kama ng sumandal ako sa headboard.
"Good morning Love." Bulong nya at humalik sa noo ko.
Napapikit ako sa ginawa nya, he laugh as he saw me slowly lying back on the bed.
"Morning." Mahina kong sabi at yumakap sa unan.
Nahiga sya sa tabi ko at pinaunan ako sa braso nya. Napatingin ako sa kanya only to meet those black orbs I fell inlove with.
Those eyes who look at me with so much care and love.
Napangiti ako at yumakap sa kanya.
"How I wished we've done this before. How I wished I put labels on us before. But sadly, I can't turn back time to change everything." Mahinang sabi nya at hinimas-himas ang buhok ko.
"No, you don't have to change everything. God knows, if we still hugging each other now kung iba ang nangyari noon. And labels are just labels right?" Napatango sya sa sinabi ko.
"Imagine, we don't have label but I waited for you, I knew in my heart your going back in my arms that why I waited. We don't have label but you never cheated on me, you pursued your dreams and find me. We don't have label but we are here now. Loving and hugging each other, being happy with each other. We may not have those labels some people need, but as our hearts beats as one, beats together and beats for each other we will stay together." Mahinang paliwanag ko at nginitian sya.
I smell his scent and close my eyes.
"Hindi ko maisip kung paano nakukuhang manloko sa iba?" Nangunot noo ko sa sinabi nya. "Those who we're in a long distance relationship, some of them reason out na kaya sila nagloko because they need care or whatsoever. But base on my experience, if you really love the woman or a man, if you see your future in them hindi ka titingin sa iba, hindi ka maghahanap ng alam mong di nya kayang ibigay kasi nga malayo sya. We we're apart for 2 years but never had I think of looking for something you cannot at that moment and someone to took care of me. I am man enough to take care of myself and man enough to stay loyal and honest and inlove even if we don't have label." Paliwanag nya kaya naman napanguso ako.
"That's how I love you my Captain. You really indeed a man of wisdom." Sabi ko at sumubsob sa dibdib nya. He kiss my head repeatedly.
"But as to what you've said, maybe those men or women are not contended. Kasi diba sa relasyon, di pwedeng inlove lang kayo e. Maybe your inlove right now but how about tomorrow or next week or next months or the next years? Diba Love, Love isn't just about the word 'love', it only works if you trust your partner, you treasure each other, you are contented to each other and see each other together in the future. Love isn't about just a day your inlove it's about working on it and giving a good meaning in that word and enjoying that feeling." Tumango naman sya at humalik sa noo ko habang nakatingala ako sa kanya.
"Those who cheated may have their own reason that we didn't know. But wala naman tamang rason para manakit ng tao right? If you feel something to someone, then tell it to your partner he/she may understand. If you're looking for something they can't give, tell it to them baka magawan ng paraan. If you don't love them, tell them. Those truth we're painful pero mas masakit maloko ng dahil sa kasinungalingan. Lies are lies, malaki man yan o maliit lies hurt people. Lies break trust. Lies break people." Mahinang sabi ko sa kanya na nakangiti sa akin.
He look ate me like he was really proud of me.
"Hindi na dapat ako nagugulat since I expected you since then to become a woman with pride and wisdom but still, hearing those words from you making me realise you're indeed my Georgina. You mature a lot but still heart and soul you are my Love." Sabi nyang sabi sa akin kaya naman my eyes become misty out of nowhere.
"Ooops! Don't cry, we we're just casually talking." Pigil nya sa akin kaya natawa ako na ikinatulo ng luha ko.
"I know you trust me and you believe in me but I want you to know that I will never ever lie to you. Big or small. I just tell you the truth immediately." Bulong nya na mas lalong nakapagpanatag sa puso ko.
"Those moments we missed? Babawiin natin yun, I'll just help those kids in the gym today but tomorrow we'll bond together okay?" Maligayang sabi nya at noon ko lang napansin na nakagayak na sya ng pang basketball.
"C'mon. Stand up and you need to eat breakfast." Aya nya sa akin at inalalayan ako patayo. Nakangiti lang akong nakatitig sa kanya.
"Do you have work today?"
Tumango naman ako kanya habang nananatili ang tingin at ngiti ko sa kanya.
"Hey, what's with the stare?" Mahinang tanong nya sa akin pero nakangiti naman din.
"Everything is worth it. Everything that we've encountered together and apart, all of that was worth it." Nakangiting sabi ko na ikinalaki ng ngiti nya.
"Of course, all of them was worth it kung ganito kasaya at kapanatag naman sa puso ang kalalabasan ng mga yun." Sagot nya ng nakatitig din sakin.
Yumuko sya to kiss my hair again. Nakatayo na sya sa lapag habang nakaupo ako sa kama kaya nakayuko syang humalik sa buhok ko.
Lumayo sya sa akin na ikinangiti ako. I hug his neck and met his lips with mine. He seems shock at first but smile after.
We break the kiss in a short moment as he kiss me again. Napangiti ako sa ginawa nya. As we finally broke the kiss after 5 mins or more? We smile at each other.
"Sweetest taste ever." Bulong nya na ikinapula ko.
Natawa lang sya at pinagbihis na ako. Hinintay nya akong makaayos bago kami sabay na bumaba at kumain. Nagreklamo pa ang mga kasama namin at kanina pa daw sila naghihintay.
Natawa lang naman si Prime since hindi naman nya sinabing hinihintay pala nila kaming kumain.
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Enjoy! I hope you had a great and safe day today. And have a good one tomorrow. Saranghe~ 💙😍
