Yo, Everytime I try to make some friends, they always older, always gotta be so mean instead.. of bein someone that could hold me when I'm feeling down. They ay it's "possible" but it's just pretend. Yo, I'm so mother fucking tired of feeling this pain. i don't wanna feel emotions or anything. I been broken, built up, and tjen broken again.But I gotta admit that I also give some pain. Why I gotta be so mother fuckin selfish?! Yeah. Why I gotta be helpless?! Why can't I stand a few hours maybe days without friends? I swear I'm such a bitch just cuz I'm feeling pain. I need to chill and maybe end it so they can say.."We so happy now. They was such a downer." Constantly depressed, don't help that im always alone and, ain't nobody give a fuck! Maybe I'm jut not good enough. But that's what I deserve, maybe I don't cry enough. I been hurting people enough, yea I said enough!
