I don't wanna be myself anymore. I'd rather be anyone else but me. I just hate everything right now. I feel too fat, too ugly.. I know why the girl, who told me, that she would love me, doesn't wanna be in a relationship with me. She's not scared of destroying our friendship... She lied. She doesn't love me at all. But I can understand. I can't love me, so how should she be able to?
