all my life, i am dreaming to have a nice and happy relationship. a lifetime partner. ekon; he is my happy pill. i met him on twitter, he dm'ed me, and boom, kami na ngayon. he is the man of my dreams, he made me feel like i'm a true princess– pero dati lang 'yon.
"hey, u ok?" i read his message. maybe he saw what i tweeted an hour ago.
i replied "yep. just hungry."
few minutes has passed hindi pa rin sya nagrereply, i heard my doorbell rang. a guy is standing there, holding a bag full of foods, that guy is my boyfriend.
"nakakainis ka!" as he entered to my apartment, i hugged him tight. i'm so kilig, my happy heart :(
"why? didn't you like what i bought for you?" ekon said while preparing our food.
"no! i love it. thank you so much baby." i kissed the tip of his nose.
"no worries. i love you." he said.
"i love you more."
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sana niyakap ko na sya ng mahigpit nung araw na 'to, sana mas dinamihan ko pa yung halik ko kasi last na pala yon.
ekon ghosted me the day he bought me foods. without any reasons, he left. he just left me hanging.
everytime na naaalala ko 'yon, nadudurog ako. i mean, sino ba namang hindi? it's been 2 months and i haven't moved on yet. ikaw ba naman iwan ng walang sapat na dahilan, pangakuan ng sandamakmak tignan ko lang kung saan at paano ka makakapag-simula.
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"via, get up." paige said as she removed my blanket. argh.
"what are you doing here? for pete's sake it's only 9 am in the morning!" she is my best friend. and she knows kung anong pinagdadaanan ko ngayon.
"via, hindi na babalik si ekon, dalawang buwan na yung nakaka-lipas, wala na sya kaya mag-move on ka na!" she scolded me.
"paige kung nandito ka lang para ganyanin ako maluwang yung pinto ko, makakaalis ka na." walang gana kong sabi. buti na lang at bakasyon ngayon, magaling din si ekon kasi na-timing yung pang-gghost nya ng bakasyon sinakto nya yung makakapag-mukmok ako.
"i'm just worried. hindi ka lumalabas dito, ang putla mo na oh. you look wasted dahil sa iisang lalake." my tears suddenly fell.
"paige... ang hirap kasi. nage-gets mo ba ako? ang hirap e, hindi ko kasi alam kung paano ako ulit mag-sisimula, iniwan nya ako ng walang dahilan basta hindi na lang sya nag-paramdam sakin. hindi ko alam kung kakapit pa ako or tuluyan na ring bibitaw..."
"huuush. i know it still hurts pero via, bumitaw ka na. para sayo rin 'yon, para makabangon ka na ulit. ipakita mo naman kay ekon na you're good without him. he's a piece of shit via." she's caressing my back. i'm thankful that i have paige as my best sister.
"thank you. pero pwede bang iwanan mo muna ako?" she hesitated at first, pero iniwan din naman nya ako.
