Gerards pov
It was early hours of the morning sun barly starting as i woke up on the tour bus,opossite me the real life sleeping beaty . His long black hair shaved at the side fell down his perfect porciline face his eyes shut lightly with no look of unease behind his eyelids . He had sweat slightly dripping down his face from the performance last night stalking us into morning .He really was a beautiful face . All the times ive kissed him or flirted with him was said to just be an act by fan base but to me it was more. The kisses we shared on stage are full of passion and in the moment of the kiss its just the two of us. Its not secret the two of us have feelings for one another everybody apart from the Frank knows i love him. He really is oblivious sometimes.
My Frankie-wait what he's not mine ...yet - woke up looking as adorable as ever his hair in his face and eyeliner smugged aswell as red streaks of eyeshadow down his face . I know this isn't what people normally find attractive about guys they like but his messy state made it look like he's just been fucked.....i do not know that from experience enless wet dreams are considered experience.Me and frank have shared blowjobs and handjobs but never don't the actual thing truth be told we are both virgins . Frank got up stretching out in the small amount of space in the tour bus . He lifted his arms above his head his body stretched out then i realized he was only wearing a pair of boxer shorts as he stretched his v line rose our if his boxers as i just stared in aww at what i saw. I would fuck him right here and now if i could buy unfortunately my younger brother is here ,i mean that don't stop me wanking of on stage and moaning sexually every chance i got but still .
"Hey gee like what you see," frankie laughed clearly proud he made his sentence rhyme which was sort of adorable cause his laugh was more of a giggle .
"Sure do," i responded winking at the man with a playful but friendly smirk placed onto my lips damn could this man be cuter .
Frank got into a hoodie and a pair of pajama bottoms.
"Gerard wanna go out for a quick smoke ?" He asked a cigarette placed between his fingers not yet lighting it knowing the no smoking policy on the bus.
Smirking i think of an epically cringy yet flirty thing i could say to my future boyfriend,"sure Frankie, only if your on the list of fags i can blow ".
He just laughed and threw my a cigarette before muttering a short "I'll think about it " under his breath his eyes looking down slightly flustered in the huge hoodie.
We both stepped outside of the tour bus we needed air that place suffocated my lungs.Actually second thought thats probably just my unhealthy nicotine and drug addiction. I stepped out into the crisp autumn air it running through my hair as i slid down the bus sitting next to Frank . He looked at me with those big eyes of his and started going into a histerical fit of giggles.
"Awwww your so fucking cute in that skeleton onsie gerard it swallows you whole you look so innocent and childish ".
Like the mature responsable fall grown man i am i responded with
"I'm not cute you fucking meanie I'll throw my godamn crayons at you if you call me cute."
My voice was pouty and needy it was obviously a joke i stuck my lip out at home and gave him puppy dog eyes jus to later draw another puff from my cigarette.
Okay so taster of the the fanfic tell me what u think its a 6th of the length of a chapter i write normally i will extend jus want feedback
