Kate hates me. I know it. She's never actually said it but i know she does. Who doesn't? She doesn't like me because I'm bi. She probably thinks I'm so weird. I don't know why she is still my friend. I push everyone away and she doesn't give up on me. She Doesn't really care about me but she is there. I've kinda mastered the art of talking at people instead of to them. Anyway, I wonder why she puts up with me. Its not because of me. Maybe the concert? Yeah, the concert. After the concert she will drop me and never speak to me again. I'm not surprised. Everyone leaves me anyway. Honestly I don't even want to go to concert anymore. I mean yeah, they're my idols but I would be there with a almost divorced parent trying to get me to like him more than mom and a girl who hates me. I am not in this band. No one actually likes me, they're just trying to make me feel better. I wish I lived in a fan fiction because then I would know everything would end in a happily ever after. Irl nothing ends with a happily ever after.
