Depressed (Shawn-X-Taylor; Shaylor)

Снартег 11: А Dами Реп

тауlог's POV

I guess I finally had the balls to kiss him.

There's really nothing to lose now..

So I leaned in, surprised when he didn't hesitate either--

And then the door slams open.

His fucking 11-year old sister, Aaliyah, decided it was such a great time

to barge in.

So we were literally centimeters away, and the door just slams open, and I jump really hard because it was fuckig scary. And I look over to his sister just fucking standing there, embarrassed.

So Shawn, Slightly dissappointed and annoyed, Asks her what she wants.

She just wanted a fucking pen.

I am kind of pissed off right now, if you can't tell.

Alright so, After she left and closed the door I looked at Shawn and he was just blushing so hard.

It was really adorable, to be completely honest.

He didn't look directly at me though, which I can't blame him for.

He bit his lip, before speaking quietly.

"I...I think you should go..."

He spoke too quietly. I could barely hear him, I had to lean in to do so. Which only made the situation more awkward.

"...Yeah, O-Okay."

I spoke with a weak voice, some sadness mixed in there with embarrassment.

I really wanted to stay, and maybe try it again, but that would really hurt the atmosphere.

Oh well

I never really get what I want anyway...