I get home by the bus of course cause I really don't wanna see mattia. I run up stairs and into vals room cause she always makes me happy.
"Of course she asleep" I say whispering
I end up sitting on her bed and going on my phone while petting the doggie.
I go on tik tok and the first thing I see when I go on is mattia crying with a sound that goes "I really want you" (it's at the top btw) which obviously makes me start crying again knowing he's talking about me. I start to feel bad then snap back into reality. No bitch he hurt you don't feal bad for him.
*knock knock"
"Come in" I say as I try to get my self back together
"Hey um Emma's downstairs she's asking for you" Matt says quietly
I guess he sees my eyes red and puffy
"Are you okay hun... oh my what did mattia do" he say coming over to me and rubbing my back
"No nothing it's just girl stuff" I say trying to maintain myself
"Whatever your going through just remember it will make you stronger being able to pull yourself through it...and if you need anything I'm here" he says gently
"Thank you so much Matt" I say as I hug him
It's nice knowing I have people that care I'm not really used to it other than Emma cause my mom was never here for me when things like this happened
I run downstairs going to hug Emma and I see ale with her so I go to hug him to. Then mattia comes downstairs with his eyes puffy red and tears stained on his cheeks. I roll my eyes and run upstairs grabbing Emma's arm.
"Oh...o-k" she says being pulled by me
We go in the room and I shut the door locking it.
"You can't be like this all night how bout we go out or sum" Emma says trying to make me feel better
"Emma were 16 there's not much places we can go" I say sniffling
"You know the under 21 club up the street don't act dumb" she says laughing
"I don't know Emma" I say looking down
"Yes I making you let's get hot and go have fun" she says going to my closet
"Okay I geuss" I say getting up
"But I'm wearing sweat pant" I say slouching to my dresser
"No the fuck you not" Emma says the owning me one ode my cute dresses
"Ughhh" I say falling onto my bed
ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।
I wear this^^^
ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।
