warning: mild cursing,
violenceyour soul's crying,
but the blood's pumping,
bruises blossomingsearching for an escape,
but fists got you locked
against the wall and sneers,
against brick and jeersheld up by the collar
of the shirt your ma
got you when you told
her you were a boy;
now it's got these crazy
crimson stains that
ain't ever going to
come outand the guy
who's got you in his
iron grip is telling you
words that are fuzzy
and garbled,
'cause you can't
bother to listen
to the shit flying outta
his damn mouthshut it, shut it
you want to tell him
but there's a mad lack
of air to grasp
so you spit in his face,
watch his eyes go wildpulse skyrockets —
small victory,
larger consequenceshe curses you,
calls you the names
you've heard a thousand
times before, and
pummels your gut
with locked fingers
and red knuckles.