Who would have thought that a simple photoshoot would change my life forever?
Disclaimer: I have nothing against Danneel. I actually think that she is amazing.
"Downstairs everything is clean, Lucy is almost here and she told me to tell you to wear something like a nightgown so she can keep checking on you" he says and I nod "I have the one she told me to get in the closet right next to the skirts" "Ok" he says and runs there. "This one?" he asks
*Not a hospital gown but something like this*
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"Yes..." I say and I groan a bit "Are you ok?" he asks worried "Yes, yes, I guess that was a contraction" I say and he nods. He was clearly fighting not to freak out. He helps me get out of my pants, I take off my t-shirt, he helps me wear the nightgown and then I take off my underwear.
"Jensen?" "Yeah? What do you need?" "It's time. He's coming" I say trying to believe it "Yes, he is and you'll do great and you will bring him to the world in the best way you can. He'll be perfect. Don't worry, ok?" he asks and I nod. How does heknow what I need him tosayeverytime? "I love you" I say "I love you too" he says and we hear the doorbell "I'll be right back" he says and runs downstairs. _______________
When I finally reached 10 centimetres after about 10 hours of painful contractions, it was time to push. I took my clothes off, leaving only my bra on, and I got in the bathtub that was full of warm water. "Are you ok? Are you comfortable?" Jensen asks as he kneels next to me and taking my hand in his. I nod and smile through the pain and he kisses my head.
Lucy comes inside and starts to prepare the towels and the blankets. She changes her gloves and kneel down from the opposite side of Jensen and checks me one more time. "Ok, are you ready (Y/N)?" she asks "Yes" I say "Ok, we are going to do it exactly like we said earlier. You're gonna push and I'm gonna count to ten and when I say ten you are going to stop and take a small break every time" she says and I nod "Jensen, I want you to be really strong right now because she might crash your hand" she says and he nods. "Let's go... One... Two..." she was saying but all I could hear was push push push push push push push push push TEN.
"Great, that was a great push" Lucy says .I started to breathe and tried to stop crying. But the last was not possible "It's ok to cry, let it out, it'll help you" she says "Did you change your mind? Do you want--" Jensen says but I interrupt him "No" I say shaking my head "Let's go again, one..." she starts to count and I push again. TEN
"Great, I think in the next one we are going to see his head" she says and I nod. "And again, one... two... three... four... that's it... keep going... seven... that's the push... nine... TEN" she says and I start to cry again. "I know that it's getting more painful because that's the hard part, the head and the shoulder, right?" she says and I nod. Jensen kisses my head "You've got this" he says.
"And one... two..." she counts and at this point I'm screaming from the pain. TEN. I stop and I try to calm down. Jensen leaves my hand and gets up. He gets his t-shirt off and gets in the tub with me with his sweatpants still on. He sits behind me and places his legs on my sides."Your clothes..." I say "I don't care. I'm here, ok?" he says holding both of my hands. "And one...".
TEN. This time I stopped to take a breath and I laid my back against Jensen's bare chest. "Now there are probably only two pushes left but they hand to be really close to eachother because we have head and then shoulders" she says and I nod "You got this" Jensen says and kisses my head taking my hair out of my face. "And one... two... three... four... five... six... seven... eight... nine... TEN" I take a breath "Head is out and one... two... three... four... one shoulder is out... six... seven... eight... and baby is out" she says and I can feel him getting out of my body. He starts to cry immediately and I do too. Not that I stopped.
She closes the cord with a clip and hands him to me. I lay him on my chest and I rub his back "Congratulations mommy and daddy" Lucy says "Welcome baby" I whisper. Jensen hand made it's way around me and on his back too. I turn and I look at him "Are you crying?" I ask him "No..." he says and I chuckle through my tears "He is so tiny" he says "Don't say that to the person who just pushed him out" I say and he chuckles "I love you so much" he says and kisses my lips.
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