If not us, who? If not now, when? | Muke Clemmings

Chapter 16

Song ideas for this part:
- Let Her Go - Passenger
- All Of Me - John Legend

Michael's POV 
Mrs Antonia told me to be more open while writing... But I can't... I'm scared... and it doesn't matter if she can't help me, I'm anyway going on the tour with the lads. They are sure in our apartment. I'll jump over there to tell them that we can start rehearsals tomorrow... I wanna see Luke's eyes shine just because of me...
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I turned my key into the lock and I couldn't see the boys.
"Boys?", I shouted. No answer. Just music. I could tell this is Let her go. I entered the deaf room slowly and I saw Luke sitting there alone, just he and his guitar. He seemed a bit sad.
"Bro?", I questioned.
He raised his head and smiled softly: "Hey."
"Are you okay?", I sat next to him, ready to listen to his problems.
"Well...huh...yeah...", he didn't seemed to be okay but I didn't wanted to push. He will tell me sooner or later. I came closer to him, hugging him.

His hug was making me melt... I put my head on his and head and he... kissed me on the cheek, but closer to the lips. I got goosebumps, and he moved a few inches away. No Michael, don't move honey ( see what I did there? lol ) my mind was screaming. I looked at his lips and back to his eyes. Is he feeling something for me? I leaned a bit, too scared how will he react but... there's no going back... and soon his soft lips were curing my chapped lips!! I can't describe the feeling! It was better than any first kiss...

"OH SHIT!", someone yelled and slamming the door and getting out.

"Oh fuck.", I said whispering and moving from Michael, who was biting my bottom lip. He just moaned. 
"Michael, how will explain that?", I was clearly worried now... I thought it was Emma and I didn't wanted her to find out this in that way.
Michael ignored me, whispering into his beird a: "Now that was fun..."
"Michael!", I raised my voice a bit, making him answer me.
"Luke...", he sighed, "don't worry so much."
"How not to worry? I... I'm in relationship with Emma you know? I don't want her to find out for this like that! She doesn't deserve it.", I put mu head in my hands, not knowing what should I do.
Michael came closer to me, making me even more nervous. His hand find his way on my back, softly petting me: "Do you l-love me Luke?"
My heart was jumping and running and I have no fucking idea what was it doing. I looked at his eyes... I was so confused, "I...I don't know Michael..."
"W-what?", he was shocked. And I was! I can't believe those words slipped off my lips!
"No! Um..Michael...", I put my hand on his, trying to stop him from getting up but it was too late... He made his way to the door saying: "It's my fault. Everything is my fucking fault! I hate you!", the door slammed behind him and I threw my head back on the couch. I didn't know what to do! 
Soon, in the deaf room came...

ღAuthors noteღ
Luke you are such a jerk, aren't ya?