why?

normal

2/24/2020

I try my hardest to stop it,

To stop myself, because I know,

There are better things I could do,

Better ways to treat myself,

But it's just so damned hard,

Living knowing,

That you'll never believe me

And that one day,

You will no longer be mine,

But I think it might be best,

Maybe for now, we can play pretend,

Ignore our differences and keep them pushed down,

Just to gain some any sense of normalcy again