In a world full of biceps
A skinny waist an a six pack
Your insecurities point it out
On the inside You feel attacked
You want to feel like them
You want to look like them
Men don't desire you
It fuckin hurts
You feel god made a whole mistake
Then you go on a dating app
It's been 3 months an still nobody
You have all the good qualities
Just not the body..
You cry sometimes
You just want to be beautiful so bad
Going thru extremes
Trying to get the admiration an love you desperately wish you had
But damn
The belly still there
The thighs still there
The extra skin, the spots on the face
Fuck it I don't care
You get a notification one day
From the dating app
You thinking it's another old middle aged pervert
But nah
He sends you a text, he wants to see what you look like,
You hesitant, but you do it anyway even tho In the back of your mind he'll be disgusted
But it's no rejection
He sending heart eyes
He says he has an erection
He says damn you're sexy
Your surprised
Nobody ever said that to you
You start to smile
This might have potential
You meet up at his place
You're kinda nervous
But he opens the door and he's been waiting for you
You chill on his couch
He takes off his shirt
He tells you to get comfortable
You then take off your shirt
He asks why you feel ashamed
You tell him your inner struggles
An then he tells you fuck those buff dudes nigga you sexy, calls you a cute teddy bear
Then puts his hand on your belly
Gives it a rub, all this attention an admiration
You start to blush
The connection is strong like WiFi
Then you lay on his chest
An he tells you please don't hate your body
I think your sexy, witcho cute ass
Don't change for nobody
I like you just way you are
YOU ARE READING
My Eyes.....Tell A Story
SpiritualA collection of hard hitting poems that each tell a mini story from the eyes of a troubled person.....from love gained, feeling played, an victim of inner demons that all lead to the same road.....emptiness.
