My Eyes.....Tell A Story

I Feel Your Pain

I hear it in your voice
I see it in your eyes
When you go into the bathroom
An let out a quick cry
I feel your pain
I feel your pain

I downloaded this dating app
Hoping to find my Prince Charming
But what I found
Was a broken soul in need of healing
We exchanged numbers
I heard him call
And in that hour an 20 minutes
I learned so much about his past
I couldn't help but feel bad
Emotionally abused by his friends
Mentally abused by his family
When he says I'm the only that understands
That kinda hurts me 

He told me he was out by himself today
I heard him over the phone
The depression in his voice
He just had a fight with his dad
I can tell he was sad
So I told him to meet me at Wendy's
Even tho $4 was all I had
But I got him those cheap flurries
Vanilla for me, chocolate for him
He told me about his depression
How he feels less than
An....I reached over to him
I held his hand
I told him
You got me now
You'll never be alone again

I took him back home
He gave me a smile
He says thank you
it's been a while
Right away You can see our connection
Some dudes say he's ugly
I say he's a blessing
Before I said goodnight
Kiss him on his cheek
He said hold up
There's something else you should know bout me
He reveals he has HIV....

He started crying
I felt his pain as the words came out
Tears were streaming down my face
He wanted to tell me before
But he wasn't sure
I felt his pain when he said "nobody wants me"
The emotions hit my heart like a collision
But my soul already made a decision
I gave him a hug
Told him I'm not going anywhere
I can't leave you alone like that
Wiping the tears from his eyes
I didn't even ask bout his condition
Or Who, When an why?
I just wanted to be with him
Don't give a fuck what he got

The next weekend we go out again
It's his birthday
I wanted to go all out
An whisk him away
But I had to be on a budget
So instead we went to his favorite park
Got him a cupcake
An then that night we went to outback
Had about enough to get him a steak
then I gave him his present
A box of truffles an a birthday card
An he started crying
I asked what was wrong
He said nobody ever done this for me
Most of my life i been by myself
My family an friends don't care anymore
I always been lonely

The emotion hit me hard again
My god He was so broken
Like a beautiful vase that's been shattered
An I wanna be glue to put him back together
I hear it in your voice
I see it in your eyes
When you go into the bathroom
An let out a quick cry
I feel your pain
I feel your pain

I feel your pain
When people brush off your past
When you don't want anybody to truly know
So you put on that mask
I'm not like your ex
With me you don't have to be tough
You been bruised enough
What I'm giving you is genuine love
I feel your pain
I feel your pain
And I'll promise we'll get thru this...