Time(GxG) [SeulRene]

39

"You know how much special you are to me Blue. You know it" She answered to me

"Do you mean "that" special noong mga bata pa tayo?" Biro ko tapos hinampas niya ko

"Baliw off limits yun hahaha gusto mo pagalitan ako nila Mommy" Sagot niya tapos umirap

"Im just kidding relax" Sagot ko then I sipped of my coffee

"Ahmm I need to go ayusin ko lang gamit ko" pagpapaalam niya then I nodded

"Thank you Lord, for the second life and second chance" I smiled to myself thinking what should I do next?

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Morning came at nagising ako sa liwanag ng araw na galing sa bintana ko. Agad akong tumayo at tinignan ang oras sa phone ko

[07:28am]

"knock knock" rinig ko sa tapat ng pinto kaya ngumiti ako at binati siya

"Good morning" I said

"Indeed it's a good morning" She said and smiled to me kaya ngumiti din ako

"Where's Kha?" Ngiting tanong ko

"Still sleeping"

Lumapit siya sakin and she hugged me

"Thank you Blue for everything. I know this is not enough to thank you pero I will do my best para makabawi sayo" Irene said and I saw and feel how happy she is

"Ano ka ba Irene okay na. You don't need to pay back" I answered at pumuntang cr para mag toothbrush pero sinundan niya ko

"And also Im sorry" Dagdag niya kaya napatigil ako

"sorry? Saan?? And why?" Takang tanong ko

"Sa ano.. Hmm sa nagawa ko sayo dati" sabi niya papatigilin ko na sana siya kaso nagdere deretso na siya ng salita

"Blue sobrang sama ng nagawa ko sayo. Napaka selfish ko. I did that to prove to myself and everyone in school that I am not what they think and you have no place in my life. Blue sobrang nagsisisi ako sa nagawa ko, i don't even know how to start, kung saan ako magsisimulang magsorry kung saan doon sa sobrang dami Blue sobrang sorry. Sobrang burden at ang shit ng mga nagawa ko sayo sana mapatawad mo ko blue" Then she started to cry so I hugged her after my routine

"Before you say sorry, I already forgave you. Irene please don't blame yourself too much okay? Siguro may mga nagawa ka nga noon pero noon na yun Irene and ilang years na ang nakalipas para di maghilom yung mga sakit dati. I am glad that you already decided what your decisions is. I am gladly respecting your relationship with my twin. Kung alam mo lang kung gaano siya kagago dati. We almost gave up na magbabago siya pero look at her now. Drinking jut because she thought she lost you. Irene I just want the best for you and for Kha" I said then I quickly kiss her forehead

"You're the best lesson that I've learned Rene. I had through much challenges in life on this age. Who would thought that I can survived this, right?" I smiled to her and tried to stop herself from crying again

"I'm sorry Blue... For not choosing you" She said then begin to cry again

"No. Don't be sorry Irene. You chose me but I am nowhere to be found that's why there's Khara. I know may mga loko loko syang nagawa sayo pero I know her better than anyone. She will not be that miserable if she's not truly inlove with you. Kahit na ilang minuto lang agwat namin, everyone knows how baby she actually is. Irene please take care of her" I smiled then I excuse myself to her, I leave before she even talk again