lo lova

chapter 2

(Calla pov)

I understand what he has done but the word hate is to strong . I may not like him. " Lilly no matter what you can't say hate . It is a strong word. I don't like him but we are Christian . You know what the word says .we can't win because of him ." I remind her what word says .

She looks at me sadly " God forgive me . Let's go back we can't let mother be alone . Joel and the others we will explain to them later . I just hope they have left . Seeing them makes me angry . " We turn around heading back home .

" A new start I still feel like I'm dreaming . We are lucky  after our story was aired we got a great sponsor . It was all good  we got attention than I thought possible .  I'm so happy lily ." I say to her skipping away happily .

I hate everyone is sad because of someone . I'm glad we should look at the bright side.

" I'm also thankful now we will be able to continue with our studies . You are right  siz if grandma was here she would have said the same." She says still looking unhappy .

We all loved her but she died one  years ago . Now we have our mother and her brother who lives far away.

When we get back ,we find mother in tears in the  bedroom ."   Mom don't cry  he doesn't deserve it .  You are strong you have always been . I'm sorry mom you had to face that . "

Seeing my mom like this  makes me feel very angry even though I know . I can't interfere I was not there when they met or know the reason for everything. The pastor made it clear last week . Children should not interfere or choice sides . Sometimes I think God talks to him directly .

It's as if he predicted this will happen . I just hope God leads us through this . Even if it might cause pain I just want his will to be done .

" Lily and calla I don't want you two to be sad . Let's forget about today we still have a lot to do . You will be leaving in a week time .  "  She turns away  before turning with a smile .

I don't like it when she always  trys to shield us from  everything. She is suffering but damn it we are not kids anymore . I hate it always makes me cry seeing her bearing the pain alone .

I love my mom but i dislike it when she is there pretending everything is fine . I know she might hate him . She has been called all nasty  names .  We have been bullied but  she has never tried to prove  innocent.

Now we will be leaving for abroad . What will happen to this fragile woman . She is only strong for us  but she is fragile.

" Mom don't have to be strong . We are here for you but if you keep this up . You would like us to trust you . But if we can't share even your pain mom . Forget us sharing anything with you. It's not a threat but the truth ."  I say not hiding my tears