You're Insecure Don't Know What For

Chapter 40: I'm Sorry

Erin’s Point Of View

I pulled into the driveway, turned the car off and took a deep breath. It has been about three days since the fight with Ana, and now I was here to talk to her about it. I unlocked the door and headed inside. I knew she’d be home today since she just got a new job as a dance instructor and doesn’t start until tomorrow. I found her sitting on the couch and when she saw me standing there a scowl passed over her face.

Ana-You’re back.

Me-Yeah, I wanted to talk to you.

Ana-So talk.

I thought this would be easier, but I think I underestimated how upset she is.

Me-I’m sorry Ana, I really, really am. I never meant to make it seem like I didn’t care what you guys were going through; I never thought you’d be as upset as Louis and I were. I was being selfish, like I am a lot. I was only concerned about how I felt and nobody else not even Louis. I really didn’t care what everyone else was feeling because I was in to much pain and that was a huge mistake. I should’ve taken the time to talk to you guys about it. I never did. I’m sorry.

She took in what I said and then a small smile crept onto her lips.

Ana-That’s all I ever wanted you know. To feel like we are all still friends, still close. I guess I never expected us to meet five guys and grow apart as fast as we did.

Me-We didn’t grow apart; there are just more people to include now.

She laughed and got up pulling me into a quick hug.

Ana-Just don’t forget about us again?

Me-How could I forget about my three insane best friends?

We laughed and went into the kitchen to get some coffee. As we sat there, an idea popped into my head.

Me-I have an idea!

Ana-I can’t wait to hear this.

Me-Hey! My ideas are much better then Rachel’s.

Ana-That is very true, so what is it?

Me-We kick the boys out and just have a girls weekend.

Ana-I don’t know how Rachel is going to take being away from Harry so long.

Me-She can manage. I’ll kill her if she doesn’t.

Ana-Haha, okay. I’ll tell Hannah to get her butt back here and to pick up food.

Me-Great, I’ll drive back to get Rachel and all her crap she’ll need.

Ana-Okay, so I’ll tell Hannah what 5 o’clock?

Me-Sounds good. See you then.

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I ran through the door, excited for tonight.

Me-Rachel!! Rachel!!

She came bounding around the corner, curiosity in her eyes. Shortly followed by Louis and Harry.

Rachel-What? What is it?

Me-Pack your stuff, we are having a girls weekend back at the flat. No boys allowed.

She smiled, but then pouted when I said no boys allowed.

Rachel-What am I going to do with out Harry?

Harry-Babe, I’m sure you’ll survive a weekend without me. Plus we’ll be able to FaceTime.

Me-Nope, no seeing or talking to the boys; phones only to order food, just like back in high school.

Rachel-You know this applies to you and Louis too?

Me-Duh, and I’m sure we can handle it. Right babe?

Louis-Yeah I mean I have Harry here to fill in for you.

Me-Just don’t let him fill in for everything that I do.

Louis chuckled as Harry raised his eyebrows. Just to prove a point Louis went over to Harry and gave him a big red love bite.

Louis-You mean like that?

Rachel-Hey! No leaving marks on my man.

I burst out laughing and bent over to clutch my side. I looked up to see they were cracking up to. I wiped the corner of my eyes and smiled at them.

Me-We are a bunch of idiots.

Louis-I don’t know how your baby is going to turn out normal.

Harry-Normal is for losers.

Louis-Tell that to Liam.

I slapped his arm.

Me-Liam is a fun guy, he’s not a loser.

Rachel-Yeah, just cause he is more mature then all four of us combined.

Harry-Oh we know; it’s just fun to mess with him.

Me-Even when he’s not around?

Louis-Oh good point.

I rolled my eyes and grabbed Rachel’s arms pulling her back to the room.

Me-Well we have to pack.

I pushed her into Harry and her room while I went to Louis’ to get my phone charger and a few other necessities. I felt arms wrap around my waist and I leaned back into him.

Louis-I don’t know how I’m going to go a whole weekend without you.

Me-It’s only two days, plus think of it as preparing for tour since that is way more then two days.

Louis-I don’t want to think about that.

Me-Then what do you want to do?

Louis-This.

He pulled the classic Louis move and spun me back into his chest. I just laughed as he leaned down to kiss me, ruining the kiss all together.

Louis-Hey no fair; stop laughing.

Me-Haha, I can’t! Haha

He glared at me, and I tried to pull a serious face but as he kissed me again I lost is and pushed him back on the bed, sat on him stomach and laughed some more.

Louis-You are so strange.

Me-That’s just one of the things you love about me.

Louis-You go me there.

I laughed again and leaned down to kiss him.

Me-There is that better?

Louis-Much.

He smiled up at me and I just laughed and pushed him back. Even though I would miss acting like this with Lou, I was way to excited to hang out with the girls to let it bother me.