You're Insecure Don't Know What For

Chapter 14: Jealous...?

Rachel's Point Of View

Me and Ana were all done up and waiting for Erin. We were taking her out tonight and while she normally goes out with us all the time this time is different. We are taking her into London; and 3 of the boys will be there. Not Louis though. It's been 40 minutes since she went to get ready and she normally doesn't take so long.

Me-Ana, can't we just leave without her?

Ana-Rachel come one. You know she needs to get used to seeing the guys especially if you’re with Harry and Hannah is with Niall.

Me-True. ERIN HURRY UP!

We just heard a muffled response. I was getting sick of her bullshit. First she doesn't tell any of us what happened; we had to find out from Harry. And now she acts like nothing happened at all. I am so mad at her, I just want to punch her sometimes.

My thoughts were interrupted when we heard a crash upstairs.

Ana-Did you hear that?

Me-Yeah. It sounded like something shattering.

We shared a glance then sprinted up the stairs to Erin's room. It was locked.

Me-Open the door Erin!

Erin-No! Leave me alone!

I turned to get help from Ana but she wasn't there. She came running back up with keys in her hands.

Me-Where did you get those?

Ana-They came with the house. I have one for every room.

Me-Those are handy.

She nodded and unlocked the door. We barged in and saw Erin sitting on the floor. Her hand covered in blood. Her mirror was broken, pieces all over the floor.

Ana-What did you do?

Erin-I can't look at myself anymore. Not after what I did.

Me-We know what you did. So you made a dumb mistake and let him kiss you, but I know you wouldn't have kissed him back.

She just shook her head and turned away.

Ana-Rachel, we need to cancel tonight. You call Harry and I'll take Erin down to the kitchen and clean her up. Call Hannah as well see were she is. Then Erin is telling us everything.

I nodded my head and went down to the living room to call Harry.

Harry-Rachel! You guys leave yet?

Me-Actually we have to cancel...

Harry-Why? Is everything okay?

Me-No, its not. Erin just went off the deep end and punched her mirror.

Harry-Is she okay?

Me-Ana is helping her now.

Harry-Why did she do it?

Me-She said she couldn't look at herself anymore.

Harry-I don't blame her.

Me-Harry! Don’t you go and hate her now too. She needs all the help she can get.

Harry-Well so does Lou. I mean he is the one who got cheated on, not the other way around.

Me-I know. Trust me I do. But I think there is something we are missing and Erin is going to tell us the whole story tonight whether she likes it or not. And then we have to get the two of the together so they can talk it out.