As human beings love is the most greatest thing in the world, and if you don't have it.. then your just not loveable or you mean nothing to society.
The day of celebrating love has bought me thinking about my love life and how I feel empty and lonely without it.
Co dependency.
today as always when It comes to relationships I ask a friend for help, I find myself doing that with alot of things. I ask everyone around me if this is right or if this is wrong to the point where before I know it.. my brain and life is all over the place with thoughts of this person
I want to be with them again.
But you can't, lisa told you that it's not a good idea.
But what if they change.
They won't Lisa said that they fucked you over before, TWICE.
What if Lisa doesn't know me?
I love Lisa she is my best friend, but what if I need to find that out myself.
THAT IS THE MOST DUMBEST THING I HAVE EVER HEARD, YOUR NOT OLD ENOUGH TO THINK FOR YOURSELF, HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU WANT TO HURT YOURSELF.
Thoughts. Shower thoughts.
My friends define me... what they say I do.. now that I think about it, that's not the way to go .. people's thoughts always change depending on what you tell them
Slow and steady wins the race. I don't need to tell people anything
Boundaries.
I'm working on my boundaries.
I'm no one's puppet
And if I get my heart broken again you can beat the shit out of me deal
Deal.
