Gwen

10

Note: external p.o.v is different from both of them p.o.v. chapter 10 is fully external. Thanks for reading.

Good things fall apart - ILLENIUM & Jon bellion

External p.o.v

        Her expression was completely abstract, mixed with fear and shock,

"Gwen" he said again, his voice broken, he missed her for sure. Pem stood behind her watching her sister, gwen shook her head, tears welling her eyes, he shouldn't have come here and how did he know that they are coming here, unless, she looked between pem and Jason, pem looked sorry and concerned

"Please say something" Jason said again, she couldn't stand it here, she couldn't afford to break down here, he would definitely know something is up

"Gwen" pem said from behind her with Jason reaching for her hand. She suddenly pulled away and ran out of the store with pem calling her name after her, she had barely reached the car when a hand pulled her back making her clash into a masculine body, "gwen please" she looked up at Jason's face, behind him stood pem, he doesn't get it, and pem......

"You don't get it, do you?" She stutter

"I do Gwen, I do" Jason replied, he understood everything and if anything he wanted to help "and I want to help"

Gwen couldn't help but wonder what he knew and what meant by he wanted to help her, his eyes were on her, pleading. She took in his features, his green eyes shone with hope and not with their usual glitter that she loved and they had bags under them, he looked like he just took any cloth from his cupboard and threw it on himself, his usual black hair was messer than usual, a small smile on his face, Gwen dropped her face, she know that she didn't look any different but with the help of make up changed her appearance but it still pained her to know that she was the cause of his appearance, that she made him look so vulnerable. She felt the tears that she had held for so long fall to her cheek but she quickly wiped it off, the least she could do was to cry in front of a public chocolate store cause that could bring up paparazzi even how she stood with Jason could cause paparazzi and even though pem parked in a secluded part, she peels herself from his hands that were wrapped around her, Jason face dropped the little shark in his eyes were gone

"Gwen" he said "please"

"Its not you Jason, you didn't do anything" Gwen replied before giving pem an eye contact signal that she wanted to go, pem let's out a sigh before making her way to the driver's side of the car and got in waiting for Gwen

"But..." he tried to say

"No Jason" Gwen cut in, if not for anything at least for himself, and the last thing that she wants is for him to get into the rough side of her life, then she said the only thing that she knew would break him just as much as it would break her "just....just stay away from me" she muttered then added "please......." silence fell

"Why" Jason brassed himself and asked, why can't she just tell him, he wanted to hear what was wrong from her and she is pushing him away "Why.......you have been pushing me away and claiming nothing is wrong when it's visible that most likely everything is wrong"

"You won't understand"

"Well at least I can try and help even if I don't understand, that's...." he pause and runs his hand over his face "that's what friends are for right, they help each other out....right" he says a small smile on his face as Gwen locks her eyes with his, friends, maybe even more than friends