You say it was fun.
You say I should have been there
You say I would have liked it
But I wasn't there
And now I'll
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Have liked itYou know things I don't
You are closer because of it
You have jokes because of it.
And when I ask
You look away
And now I'll
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Laugh with youYou say
'We should do it again sometime'
But whenever I try to join in
It feels flat
It feels like no one is having fun
It feels like
I'm a kid againAnd no one came to my birthday party.
I feel like I'm crying in a bathroom at a party
like I got locked outside after curfew.
like someone took the last slice of the last pizza right in front of me as soon as I arrived.
Like as soon as I left the room you started laughing
As if I couldn't hearI can almost see the thing I want
But it's just out of reach
Because I didn't make it in time.____________
I don't know where that came from, I was feeling lonely. I miss home I guess.
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moments between moments
Poetrya collection of thoughts and kind of poetry for the moments between moments.