The light behind a broken mirror

Chapter 3

I hurry over and sit down across from him and set my bag down.

"Hi" He smiles, his voice soft and light

I have to admit, if I were into dudes he seems like one I would be into.

"Hi" I smile "thanks for like inviting me here."

" Of course. I hope this is a good first Platonic date" He stresses the word platonic.

I smile "Same here"

Connor smiles and I feel the table wobble slightly at his bouncing knee. 

"Did you order yet?" I ask looking over at the place where you order.

He shakes his head "I was waiting for you"

I smile "Well tell me what you want and I'll order"

Quickly Connor tells me and I head over to the counter and wait in line. Not that long mind you because I'm soon being asked what I want to order. 

"Umm one Mocha with whip cream and caramel drizzle, one latte and two chocolate chip brownies warmed up please." The lady nods as she takes my order and rings it up.

"That will be 16.45 please." I hand her 17 dollars and tell her to keep the change.

She smiles and tells me someone will bring it to our table when it's ready. Thanking her, I turn and head back to sit with Connor.

"So when did you move here?" I ask hoping it's not a sensitive subject.

" Just after school started." he smiled 

"Well, I'm glad you did Connor smith. I think we're gonna be good friends"

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About an hour later Connor and I have decided to walk around downtown and are talking each others ears off. We walk past stores and people some of who I know and some who look familiar. Connor looks in almost every store window that we pace, but he stops at a vintage music store and looks down at the bottom right part of the window. I stop to see what he's staring at and my eye catches a small rainbow flag sticker. A rainbow flag sticker that means a store is a safe place for LGBTQ+ people. My breath catches in my throat as I prepare for what Connor is about to say.

"You know what-" 

Here it comes

"I just love that they have these on stores."

My eyes widen, okay that is not what I thought he was going to say.

"W..what?" I ask.

"You know it just reassures people that like more people are accepting it I guess. I can't really explain why whenever I see one it makes me happy. It probably cause like I'm bi and t-" He stops as he sees my face and I can tell he regrets accidentally outing himself to me.

"You like guys?" I ask and mentally groan. Great choice of words Bailie great choice of words.

"Shit. You know what I gotta go." He turns around and starts walking in the direction of which we just came.

It takes a second for my mind to catch up and I run after him.

"Connor wait." I pant "wait"

He stops.

"Wait. " I stop next to him and take a shaky breath.

Connor looks at me expectantly like he's waiting got some kind of apology.

"I didn't mean to say it like that I'm sorry. Umm, I think it's really cool that you like guys and girls."

Connor rolls his eyes. "That's what everyone says, and then they make a point to stay at least a couple of feet away from me. "

 "No, really I think it's cool. " I take a breath "I'm gay"

I can't believe i just said that I think and look down at the ground.

"So that's why you said you aren't looking for anybody to date, let me guess you haven't come out to your friends yet?" 

"And my parents" I grin my lips turning into a smile.

"Well I'm honored, and while we are on the subject of coming out," He takes a breath. "I'm transgender, born physically female but in the process of transitioning into the male gender"

I nod my head " Cool. I'm sorry I don't know what else to say." 

Connor smiles. "Cool's fine"

And just like that, I feel a weight lift off my chest and I smile. I genuinely happy smile and hug Connor.