Hey, you wanna stay tonight? Davids gonna go to some party.. Natalie whispered in your ear, like every other night, she stood behind you in the kitchen, very close, while you chopped up apples.
You didnt really have to, but you pretended to think it over before looking around if there was anyone close, when you didnt see anybody, you pecked her lips quickly, the thrill of being caught running through your veins. She smiled and looked up from your lips to your eyes, before nodding and slapping your ass.
Nice And with that, she was off to attend Davids cry for help. You stared at her from your spot, before sighing heavily and patting your pockets for your cigarettes, groaning when you didnt find them.
I wasnt lying when I said every pack i saw i was going to throw away Rolling your eyes, you slip out of jeffs car to face him, since you carpooled with him, you now thought it was dumb of you to not take the cigarettes out of his car.
Youre such a dad, I told you, I have it under control Joining him on the steps, you put your head on his shoulders, letting him place his arm around yours.
No you dont. I just- Have you seen what that shit does to people? His eyes reflected worry now, looking down to yours as you felt a strain in your chest, he was home to you, you didnt know you hurt him by killing yourself slowly..
Yeah You pick at the end of your sleeves, sighing loudly before looking back at him its just when im stressed, or nervous, and you know her, she always makes me nervous, or stressed
You gotta tell her bub, you knew what you were doing, whatd you think would happen? This time, you shrug against him, shaking your head as you tried to think of an answer.
I dont know..I just thought maybe itd be different, like maybe shed tell me she loves me or something
Listen, Im not mr. optimistic, but you never know what could happen
Okay, thank you You kiss his cheek before standing and heading inside, only stopping to turn around.
By the way, I wont need a ride home tonight
Youre staying? Again? Jesus
Hey, im pretty irresistible You left him a cackling mess before heading over to the couch, your bowl of chopped apples in your hand. Now all you had to do was wait, you sat there, staring at her while everyone pregamed, she just sat there, concentrated on her show that was about to end.
Hey, were heading out, Ill pick you up tomorrow, kay? Jeff kissed your head right after receiving a nod from you, ruffling your hair before heading out. It surprised you how fast time passed because soon everyone was saying their goodbyes and wishing you both a good night.
You were a little nervous tonight, it wasnt your usual girls night where shed make your eyes roll to the back of your head and her name would roll off your tongue like a prayer, today you were basically coming clean, and it was scary, because you had no idea if your feelings were responded
So..bedroom? Natalie placed her hands on your shoulders and straddles you, not wasting any time as she leaves little kisses all over your neck.
But you didnt even answer, you just grabbed her face by her cheeks and leaned up to kiss her, you felt it, this kiss was different, it was everything youve been wanting to say and more, it wasnt rough and lustful, it wasnt hungry. Or, it was, but just not the usual hunger the two of you expressed.
Actually..um, theres something i wanted to tell you You look for her eyes right after you nibbled on her lip. You knew you had to be serious about this but maybe if you seduced her through it, the rejection wouldnt hurt as much.
