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Regardless of the fact he's drunk and litterally on the verdge of crying Jimmy still insists on walking you home, you check you phone. 1:33am. your mom is gonna kill you, oh well. It was worth it. Jimmy grabs your hand and rests his head on your shoulder as you walk. The cold is nipping at you bare arms sending goosebumps up them.
"Are you cold?" Jimmy asks.
"Yeah a little but I'll be fine."
"No, take my jacket."
"Really, I'm okay. Thanks though." He stops walking.
"Please sugar." he sticks out his bottom lip.
"Okay." You give in. He takes off his leather jacket and puts it around you. It's so warm and comfy, the sleeves go past your hands and the chains hanging off of it hang just above your knees.
"Better?" He asks wraping his arm around you.
"Yeah actually. Thanks." you blush and shyly smile at the ground.
"Dont get all shy on me now Chica."
"Sorry.." you blush an even darker shade of pink.
"Don't apologize." He cups your face and presses his lips against yours then quickly pulls away. "Sorry.."
"Shh. Don't apologize." you wink. "I liked it.."
"You havent left your boyfriend yet."
"He's probably out banging another slut."
"Yeah, true."
"Plus, if you actually like me then I'll happily leave him for you."
"Really?"
"Yeah. anyways, are you feeling any better?"
"Yeah."
"Good." He finishes walking you home and when you arrive your mom is sitting on the porch with a bitch of a glare on her face.
"Where the fuck were you child?" she grabs your wrist.
"Out. I told you I wouldnt be back until late. You practically kicked me out for the day!" She smacks you.
"You were out with a boy?"
"All my friends are boys."
"Yeah because your a little slut." she flicks her cigarette butt at you. Your jaw drops in shock.
"Fuck you."
"What?"
"You heard me. How dare you call me a slut! Your the one who's cracked out all the time and doesnt even know who the father of her own fucking child is. If anyones the slut here it's you. I'm leaving." Your eyes well up with tears as you run down the dark street. "Jimmy!" you call out.
"Y/n?" you ram into him.
"Jimmy." you sob.
"whats wrong?"
"I'm a slut.."
"No your not. Who told you that?"
"My mom."
"Well she's wrong." you let him embrace you in a hug. "Wanna stay at my place for the night and we'll figure shit out tommorow?" He asks.
"Is that okay?"
"Of course I wouldn't of offered if I didn't want you to."
"Thanks." You smile at the ground.
"You know what I dont get though." He starts walking so you follow.
"What?"
"Why people are so mean to you. How can they treat such a perfect, beautiful person so badly?"
"I'm not perfect.." you reply.
"You are to me." He looks over at you.
"I- Really?"
"Yeah."
"Your perfect to me too." you look at the ground to hide the giant blush thats spread across your face.
"Don't get all shy on me." He grabs your hand.
"I'm not." you giggle.
"I call BS!" He laughs.
"Hey, uh could we make a quick stop?" You ask.
"Yeah of course." He smiles. "Where to?"
"Anthony's place." You answer. His smile fades quickly.
"Okay but promise me you'll be carful."
"Im not afraid to fight him anymore Jimmy."
"Please be carful I dont want him to hurt you."
"Okay I promise." You text Anthony.
You: hey can I come over?
Him: ugh fine. I guess Jessica will have to leave then.
you: no she can stay.
Him: fine. see you soon.
"Okay let's go."
"Okay." Jimmy takes your hand and you head to Anthony's place.
*******short time skip*********
you and Jimmy stand infront of Anthony's door.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asks.
"Yeah. I'm sure."
"Okay, I was just making sure." He grabs your shaky hand, you take a deep breath and bang on the beat up steel door infront of you.
"Who's here Anthony?" You hear Jessica ask him.
"Just stay quiet you slut."
"Yes baby." He opens the door.
"what do you want Y/n?"
"I came to tell you somthing.."
"Well make it quick, Jessica's waiting for me."
"I just came to let you know I'm breaking up with you."
"You can't break up with me."
"Yes I can. All you've done is treat me like shit since we started dating."
"Yeah because you deserve it."
"No I dont. I deserve better so I'm leaving you and there's nothing you can do about it."
"I said youre not breaking up with me."
"yes I am. End of story. Have fun with your sluts." You spin around and leave before he can say anything else.
"That was so brave Y/n." Jimmy gushes.
"I know.. I cant belive it!"
"I love you." he blurts.

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