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Sunday 12:30pm
Ponyboys pov:
I was sitting up in my room, crying, because me and my girlfriend Cherry Valence broke up due to her coming out as lesbian and having feelings for her bestfriend marcia. "who could ever have feelings for their bestfriend?" i thought to myself questioning it not realizing what would soon happen.. the thought that i would have to see her again tomorrow at school crossed my mind and made me feel so sick i felt my stomach churning which is what got me up on my feet and running to the bathroom, i don't think i can look at her the same again i don't even like the thought of being gays let alone having to look at one. I suddenly remembered i had to meet Johnny at the lot pretty soon so i threw on a jacket, grabbed my ciggerates and walked out the door watching all around me making sure no socs were sneaking up behind me.
Sunday 12:35pm
Johnnys pov:
I kept checking the time, "hurry up ponyboy i don't got all day now" i said to myself as i saw the brunette haired boy walking towards me with his hands in both of his pockets. "sorry i took so long" i heard him say from a close distance "i got sick from all the crying i've been doing today" he added which quickly got me worried. "why were you crying ponyboy? what's going on? did darry hit you again!?" i said and saw his head spring up from looking at he ground, "what? no of course not.. it's just that.." He began to say "hurry up pony, spit it out" i said impatiently "me and cherry broke up" he finally said looking back down at the ground sighing sadly. This is gonna sound mean but a feeling of happiness sprang up through my body and made me feel all warm inside until i heard him say.. "because she was gay for marcia! can you believe that!? who goes gay for their own bestfriend" That moment and feeling of happiness quickly faded which made me chuckle sadly forcibly agreeing with him, "y-yea, could you imagine.. who does that?? it's so.." i was intterupted by a soft voice "gross" he added with gagging.
Sunday 12:45pm
Ponyboys pov:
I looked at Johnny and could tell something was off, he sounded as if he was hesitantly agreeing with me almost like he didn't "is everything okay Johnnycakes?" i said to him but i didn't get a response "Johnny? Hello?" i said snapping my fingers in front of his face "JONATHAN" i yelled but regretting it because i saw him flinch and look up at me worried and scared "i'm sorry johnny i didn't mean to yell" i said to him. "It's okay pony don't worry bout it" i heard his sweet little voice say, i pulled him into a hug "you've been kinda off lately" i told him pulling away after "i have? how?" he said confused.. i took a deep breath "well everytime i talk to you, you start to zone out and every bad thing i say about being gay you get upset and hesitantly agree with me almost like you don't want to.. you know you can tell me anything right? i won't hurt or leave you" i said letting an exhale out.
Johnnys Pov:
after i heard him say that i suddenly got the confidence to tell him i was gay but i wasn't ready to tell him that.. i was gay for him he'd freak out and stop talking to me. "Well ponyboy the thing is.... is that i'm g-gay but since i hear you say hateful things about them all the time i just figured you would look at me the s-same" i said letting a tear roll down my face. "Johnny cakes, why didn't you tell me? i would have told you sooner that i'm b-bisexual and i acutally have nothing agaisnt gays i just act like i do so Darry doesn't hurt me.." i heard him say to me, or at least i thought that's what i heard him say.... i quickly realized i imagined all of that and he acutally sprang up quickly and started yelling at me "YOU'RE ONE OF THEM!?" his loud voice said to me making me flinch. "I'M NOT GONNA BE FRIENDS WITH A FAG!" he angrily yelled and ran away, i couldn't help but to silently sob and curl up to  a little ball.


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*Just to clarify this is modern day and i updated the ages!!*
Ponyboy: 16
Johnny: 17
two-bit: 18
Dally: 17
Darry: 20
Sodapop: 18
Steve: 19
Cherry: 17

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