Sometimes People Leave

Part 2/2

He looked at me and smiled a little, I know he still isn't completely happy and I don't blame him, loosing someone who means so much to you isn't any easy experience to get over and sometimes that pain will never go away. "are you feeling okay now?" I huged him around the waist tightly.

"Yeah thank you" His arms wrapped around me tightly.

"Anytime babe"

His lips moved against my forhead sealing it with a soft kiss and we both looked out into the ocean and watched the waves crash against the shore. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm just enjoying the peace and quiet"

"Is everything good in your life?"

"Never better" I replied with a smile, knowing my life felt perfect aslong as his existance was part of it. His looked up at the sky quickly causing my reaction to do the same "W..what are you looking at?"

"I'm sure something will hit the eart because you have no complains about your life"

"Jeez" I laughed. "I thought something was gonna happen like a shooting star or UFO"

"Oh but it did, look"

I kept my eyes fixed on the night sky it all seemed a little pointless because nothing was happening. Just as I am about to stop looking his lips press against mine. "Ugh I said I wasn't gonna kiss you" I smirked and talked against his lips.

"Mhm" His lips moved slowly against mine silencing me as he made little noises. Cupping his cheeks I felt the intenstity start to build, sliding my tongue across his lower lip for access. His tongue made his way into my mouth moving hard and fast in a rhytmatic patter against mine. Pulling me closer into him he held me by my sides, rubbing them with both hands, massaging my tongue with his. The pauses between each kiss grew shorter, allowing us to both pull for a breath. I pecked at his lips once more before pulling slow, shortly followed with another peck to my lips.

"Cmon" He took a hold of my hand and we walked back onto the street.

"Okay" I interwined my fingers with his and walked beside him, crossing over the road.

"Would you fancy a drink?"

"Yes I crave cocktails" I laughed

"As always" We both walked into a near by pub

"It's an addiction"

"I think I know few things about addictions" he laughed and found a table over in the cover, sitting himself down and making a space for me to sit down next to him.

I sat down and leaned my elbows onto the table looking at Alex closely. "we all got them yours just worse than others"

"But you like that about me, don't you" He smirked and moved his arm around the back of my chair

"It's something I have to put up with" I smirked, I did secretly like it. It was something different, something I'd never experienced before in a relationship.

"You forgot gladly on the end" He took a box of fags from his pocket and placed them on the table.

" I was thinking more unfortunately not gladly" I smirked and took my coat off.

His eyes look my body up and down as he began to chew on his bottom lip slowly, pulling it between his teeth. "You wish it's unfortunate"

"Maybe so, but I wouldn't have you any other way"

"I'm offended you wouldn't fancy 'good Alex' " He laughed and raised his hand signaling the waiter to come over.

"I fell for you when you were an asshole darling don't forget that"

"You haven't seen my worst"

"You were a huge asshole to me"

"You were a highclass bitch to me"

I laughed knowing it was probably true but I didn't want to admit to doing it. "I was not"

"You did, I remember coming home from playing basket ball or something and all of a sudden I have some girl bitching at me, I thought you were mental in all honesty" he laughed and loooked at the waiter as he asked for the drinks order. "I'll have the whiskey, and the lady would fancy a?"

"Blue lagoon please" I looked at him and smiled as he walked away before moving my glance back onto Alex. "I heard you talked shit about me for something I didn't do"

"I didn't know you so I doubt I did, or maybe I bluffed"

"You probably did talk it, But I have no regrets on going mental at you to be honest"

"Can I ask you a question" He removed his jacket and put his arm around me pulling me in closer.

"Okay shoot"

"Were you ever afraid of me"

"Yeah" I nodded.

"When?" he looked closely at me as the waiter brought the drinks over, neither one of us broke eye contact from one another to notice that he did so.

"Probably from the beginning but allowing some to see that you're afraid of them basically gives them an advantage over you"

"I was afraid when you wanted to rape me"

I laughed hard. "Which time?"

"Exactly babe you're a serial rapist"

"Should be so damn attractive then should you?" I licked my lips and picked up my glass, sucking the drink from the straw.

"Maybe but I can't out shine you"

"I know I'm attractive, don't worry" I smirked realisng how cocky that did actually sound, but I was told I needed to learn to accept compliments.

"look who's learning to take a compliment" He smirked over the top of his glass.

"It just sounds cocky though"

"You should be cocky, You're beautiful"

"I'd rather be down to earth than cocky"

"Your choice" His lips moved from the glass and pressed against my cheek

"And anyway about the whole 'rape' you came on to me first time babe"

he laughed and raised his eyebrow in confusion. "Really? I don't remember.."

"I do"

"Tell me" His lips moved from my cheek down onto my neck as he began to kiss at the skin

"Well I had a bf and you kept saying ah you're a good girl you wouldn't cheat etc while you had me against the wall and then you seduced me and got me in bed"

"Oh we're talking about THAT" He looked up at me closely

"Yes that time" I laughed and pecked his lips.. "And second time too actually"

"was it only physical attraction to you back then?"

"I still found you interesting but idk it must have been something to make me cheat"

His lips pecked against mine again. "Maybe our necking" He smirked.

"Mhm we did a lot of that"

"I always have a desire to kiss you"

"why"

"You're a good kisser"

"It's mutual"

"I don't know why I'm even letting you talk anymore"

Before I could say anything he shut me up with a kiss, I sat closer rubbing my lips against his in a slow motion. His hand trailed down to my thigh and began rubbing it slowly under the table, kissing at my lips harder I ran my tongue across his lips. Pleading and begging for more, opening his lips against mine his tongue slid in as he made low wet kissing noises. Our tongues moved in circluar pauses for minutes, as he didn't once stop rubbing my thigh. I could feel myself getting more turned on but knowing this wasn't the right time or the right place for that, but somehow I couldn't stop it, I didn't want it to stop. I didn't care who was probably starting at us right now as we were making out. Making low noises against his lips, I moved my tongue deeper into his mouth exploring every part of it, his hand gripped onto my thigh as he began to squeeze it in pleasure. Moving my tongue from in his mouth my teeth latched onto his lower lip, pulling it out slowly and chewing it. A smirk formed upon his face as I released it slow his lips moved back against mine pecking them wetly and with a bit tongue. Each breath I was taking grew heavier and he could feel it upon his lips and I kissed them both with little sucks. His head moved to the other side of mine as he pecked quite hard a few more times, my head followed but to the other side as I rubbed my lips upon his. Still stroking my thigh he pulled slow and took steady breaths.

"What?" His other hand moved the strands of hair away that fell infront of my face.

"Nothing just..." I closed my eyes for a second

"Hm?"

"I forgot what I was saying" I laughed and opened them

"Focus" He smirked and kissed my shoulder

"It's a lil hard right now"

"Focus on something that drove your attention away"

"That's what's stopping me from focusing though"

"Exactly my point babe, If you get me"

"I do it's just not the place to focus on it if you get me"

"I do" He kissed me near the lips.

Gulping I looked at his lips, I didn't know how much longer I could take this. "You're doing this on purpose" I mumbled trying to remain focused on something else.

"Doing what? and just to be clear my intentions aren't bad"

"Making me want you right now"

"You're doing the same then"

"And yet.. We're both still sat here"