My Bucket List

Chapter 11 - Harlow

"Does that nod mean you want to give things between us a shot?" Ashton asked almost hesitantly.

"I do. But you have to promise me that if things don't work out between us that you'll still be my friend."

"I promise." Ashton said sounding sincere and I believed him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him.

"What do we do now?" I asked feeling a bit awkward.

Ashton smiled at me and took my hat off of my head. I couldn't help but grin in his direction, and it was the first time I ever felt a funny fluttering in my tummy. Could I possibly have butterflies? I never knew what that meant until now.

Ashton placed his hands on my waist and I felt his thumbs stroke up and down causing the butterflies in my stomach to flutter tenfold. Ashton leant closer to me and I felt myself doing the same. He placed his hand on my cheek again and stroked his thumbs up down before pulling back and smiling at me. I watched as he closed the distance between us and started to place small kisses around my face and I couldn't help but laugh, even as my heart beat furiously in my chest like it was going to jump right out. 

I opened my eyes when he stopped and whispered, "Kiss me." Those seemed to be the magic words because in the next instant Ashton's lips were against mine and I forgot how to breathe. My body seemed to have a mind of its own as I pushed myself closer to a Ashton and wrapped my arms around him and when I remembered that I was straddling his waist and felt his bulge come into contact with my core I let out an involuntary moan. Ashton's hands were everywhere, they travelled up my back and threaded through my hair and angled my head back. I opened my mouth to catch my breath and I felt Ashton deepen the kiss as he swiped his tongue against mine. I couldn't get any closer and started to rock my body against his as Ashton took over the kiss, he was just as hungry for me as I was for him. I could hear little moans and realised they were coming from me but the intensity of it all didn't slow me down. I continued to grind my core against Ashton's length as he kept his hands tangled in my hair as our mouths and tongues danced together. This one kiss was everything and more. After a while I started to feel a little breathless and slowed down my movements, and Ashton followed suit. We pulled apart and separated only briefly before catching our breaths. Ashton lowered his forehead to mine and hugged me closer to his body. My heart rate was still beating frantically and the butterflies in my stomach were fluttering like crazy, my breathing was erratic but the only feeling that I was focused on was one of elation. That was the best damn first kiss I would ever ask for and I couldn't wait to do it again. When I looked into Ashton's eyes again he looked like he had the same idea and the next thing I know, I'm flipped over onto my back and Ashton was on top of me and kissing me with more fervour than before and I matched him with the same enthusiasm. I clutched his body to mine and wrapped my legs around his waist pulling him flush against me and ground my body against his. Ashton let out a moan that triggered something in me and I felt like I needed to get closer to him. He pulled away and started raining kisses on my cheek and lower towards my neck. When he reached the spot where my neck and shoulder met and gently sucked onto the skin I grabbed a hold of his face and pulled him back up to me fusing our lips together. God this felt good.

My hands seemed to have a mind of their own as they clutched the bottom of his shirt and started pulling it up. Ashton quickly caught on and stopped kissing me while I quickly got to work of divesting him of his shirt. He lowered himself on top of me again and brought his lips back to mine and I groaned in pleasure. I brought my hands around him and ran them up and down his back feeling his muscles ripple beneath my touch. I was affecting him just as much as he was affecting me. Ashton shivered and grabbed my hands and entwined our fingers before bringing our hands on either side of our faces. He continued to move his mouth in sync with mine for a few seconds before trailing kisses down my neck and I clutched his hands tighter in mine. I could feel my body writhing beneath his and couldn't stop if I wanted. He placed kisses down my neck, and at the top of my breasts causing my nipples to harden. I opened my eyes and watched as he dipped his head lower and continued placing tiny kisses along my chest causing my body to feel like it was on fire.