Hate To Love💘

trapped with him

We both sat in the cofee shop ,i said everything what happened to me till that momment.

"I understand you" he said to me.

"Don't worry , everything goes well" he said .

"Okay "i said.i felt relaxed after letting out my pain inside me.

"How can you guessed i was going through something".i asked him.

"Afterall we are friends krithi..and your face is telling everyone that you cried ..it lost all charm..and became pale "he said and laughed.

I laughed at my self..

"Krithi shall we go now" he said

I never thought this side of Karthik i found a great friend.I didn't told anyone about this thing not even varsha and my parents this would cause them more pain than me..but telling Karthik made feel light.

he evening i was in a dilemma whether to go to anu's flat or Our home..means Ankith's guest house.
I decided to go to Ankith's home ..i need to get my things from there.

I went to our home .and i can see everything was messed up in the house.it's still the same as i left it before leaving the house.
I silently went to our room.Thank god Ankit was not there in the room.

I packed my things and i felt tired and laid on bed.i closed my eyes i unknowingly landed into my dream land .I could feel pair of hands cupping my face and a thumb is carrassing my cheek.i could feel warmth in those hands a motherly feel aquired me.I touched those hands and i never wanted to leave those hands.

"I never killed anyone,i only loved you "i said

the hands which showered the love were not with me anymore .I woke up suddenly .. oh it's a dream i know it won't happen in my life.

I realised i was slept for more than 1 Hour..why am i here now what If ankith comes here ,how should i face him.

i quickly grabbed luggage and went to downstairs.and about to go out..but suddenly i heard a voice.

"Stop " i realised it was Ankith's voice .

I turned and looked at him angrily.he starred into my eyes and came near to me.I could clearly see his red cheek .. probably it's the gift i gave him day before yesterday.

"Stay here" he said  without looking at me.

"why...is there any insults left for me" i asked angrily.

He kept silent.

"Whatever ,i won't stay where i  treated like a trash" i said and picked my bag and started going.

He hold my hand.I was stopped by him.i couldn't  hold back my tears.But i need to show what he did wrong with me.

I turned to Ankith and said
"Leave my hand"

He immediately left my hands.He seemed so sad but i can't trust him anymore.

"Stay here."he said again.

"Why,give me an answer"i asked him while looking straight into his eyes.

He didn't even looking at me straight. everting his eyes and looking at ground.

"For sake of our parents,i think you know why I'm saying this." he said.

Whatever He said was right i dont want to hurt my parents .. it's not even a month i got married..i know they have gone through many because of me i don't want to hurt them ..If i leave this house now . everyone will point there fingers at my family .I couldn't bare it.
My family is more important to me than anything.

Priya aunty and uncle were so good to me if i leave now it will be hot news in the town.I know ankith's family is having some firms in the city.I don't want to hurt them too .

Because if one's mistake i can't take step towards punishing other innocent Instead i suffer alone is better choice .

"Are you staying" he asked me.

"Yes,but mind your own business..i will be here because if our parents sake" i said.

"Listen ,I don't tolerate your insults anymore.if you do anything wrong to me i would leave this house immediately" i said with stern face

"Okay" he said and walked towards upstairs.

***What is it now ..i have to live with him again  ,i won't let him tore me apart  another time. ***

I went to guest room and put my luggage in there and laid on bed.