sweet something | jjk•llm

only you ٠ 2

Silence quickly replaced the loud hubbub of the party when Lisa set foot inside the huge Park residence, feeling the eyes of the person she dreaded to see the most all night, his intense stare piercing through her back without saying a word all the way in. 

They continued to walk in silence for a minute before she stopped and she felt him doing the same. After a second, she put her empty glass on a desk near her -- she should stop drinking those soon because she could feel her blood heating inside her body with the hours passing. We wouldn't want to cause a scene nor being the embarrassment of the night. 

Breathing out to give herself some strength to look at him, she turned around only to find him looking around the area. This clearly wasn't the kitchen and he looked confused, his eyes never drifting to her anxious form. But he said nothing. And this was really hard.

Literally six months without seeing nor talking. It was so reliving to finally be in the same place again, without trying to run away nor avoid each other. Although in this case, Jungkook was just looking for a wedding cake after his hyungs asked him to help her. He wasn't there for her at all.

"We-I need to talk to you." Lisa gulped and she was so scared. So scared of rejection. Which of course–

"Aren't you the organizer of the party? Don't you have a timing for the cake launch or something?" He finally looked at her and Lisa felt frozen in place. 

How could his eyes that once watched her with so much care and affection could be so cold on her? She felt a shiver on her spine and she wished it wasn't because of this kind of stare from him. 

"Like you said, I'm the organizer. That's why I can do whatever I want." She stayed still. 'Come on Lisa, you won't break already', she pepped talk herself internally. 

"But I don't have the energy to listen. Can we at least enjoy tonight? I don't know like, can't you ruin this for once? For our friends?" Jungkook spat coldly and the violence of his words weren't nothing as the violence of her heart breaking. He wasn't mean, he wasn't in his nature to intentionally hurt people. And he was well aware he was hurting her. Payback time, Lalisa.

It didn't take her second to catch his running wrist, stopping him from making his way out the spacious bedroom. 

"Please, Jungkook. I truly miss you so much. I'd do anything to get our friendship back." She hated that her voice cracked in the end because friendship sound bitter on her tongue, she didn't want any friendship with him but she was afraid of his reaction if she confessed already. 

But having him near her, she realized she just couldn't leave him running away. 

Okay, she gave up. She did glanced at him the whole day during the ceremony because how dashing he looked in his perfectly suited black suit, because how happy he was for his hyung getting married, because how kind and respectful he was to anyone wanting to chit chat with him because duh, he is Jeon Jungkook from BTS and this was a one of a lifetime opportunity for every attending guest.

He was everything she ever wanted, he always treated her with so much attention, always saying yes to her when he meant no, spoiled her without her asking, cared for her, listened to her, hugged her, comfort her, encouraged her. All this time, she was so blind...Damn it, she really was.