Living Affair

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"Okay," The counselor nodded writing stuff down on the clipboard. "One thing you mentioned Montana was you think Kacey is insecure—"

"Which I'm not."

"And why do you say that Kacey?"

"I'm just aware, he's a rapper, what else are you supposed to expect from a rapper who's surrounded by groupies all the time."

"But you knew the outcome of not only being with a rapper but marrying one?"

"Exactly," Montana nodded. "You knew what you signed up for since day one. Just cause I'm surrounded by them don't mean I'm sticking my dick in each and every one of them that throw themselves at me. She just feeling guilty, she think ima go out and revenge cheat because of the shit she pulled last year. I'm over the shit now, I would've never tried to work out our relationship just to be moving backwards."

"If you're so over it why do you constantly bring it back up?" Kacey clasped her hands together looking at him.

"To get under your skin—To be honest Kacey I don't know."

Kacey rolled her eyes shaking her head.

"Kacey, Montana, when did you guys realize that your relationship was starting to ge alittle rocky?"

"After we lost our daughter." Kacey answered her questions. "We both were mourning and I guess we took the pain in different ways. He went on tour and I confided in another man." Kacey said as she glanced over at Montana who was real quiet.

"During this time in your life was there lack of communication, were you guys distance, what would you say it was?

"It was a little bit of everything...." Kacey sighed, "Like you don't know the feeling of when you first find out your pregnant and then you go through your first and second trimester and actually feel the connection with the baby," Kacey sniffles. "Just to carry your baby for almost nine months just for your baby to die in your arms. That shit hurts." She grabs the tissue box from the table dabbing her eyes.

"Ima step outside real quick." Montana announced as he stood up from his seat.

"You're leaving when we in the middle of a session, where you going?"

"I just need some air, gimme a minute." He huffed opening the door walking out.

A minute turned into five minutes, then that five minutes turned into fifteen minutes. Kacey sat still impatiently as she waited for Montana, she had no idea on what he was doing, that was until she got a text from him. Kacey read the text and rolled her eyes. She informed their counselor that they would have to reschedule due to a family issue. The counselor had no problem with that and they rescheduled.

Kacey grabbed her things and went outside. She found his car and got inside with a blank expression on her face. She was pissed

"I just don't get how you said you were going to get some air and then fifteen minutes pass and you're still not back and then you text me saying you're ready to leave." Kacey rambles rapidly to Montana as he drove.

"Cause I was ready to go and I ain't wanna talk about that shit no more, we'll try another day."

"Really, another day," She laughs appalled by his statement."I didn't even get to say anything I really wanted to about us."

"Aight, you want me to turn around and take you back to her so you can finish the conversation?" He glanced at her.

Kacey frowns turning her head looking at him.

"Aight then." He shrugs.

"And this is why I be wanting to deck you in yo shit." She mumbles looking out the window.