Do you see me

Chapter two: Our deamod's play well together

I lay in the bath collin sitting on the toilet. The thing about him is that never once did he look at my naked body, he looked at me in the eyes and we just talked.
"Collin I'm in so much pain." I started to sob, then all of the sudden the water got cold and my body went numb and started to slip in and out of consciousness. I can remember Collin grabbing me out or the water wrapping me up in a towel and laying me in the bed.
"Here try this." He handed me what looked like a rolled up piece of paper then I realized it was a joint. He lit it and I swear after about 10 minutes I couldn't feel the pain I was lying on Collins chest and he smoked with me and I thought there was no where in the world I would rather be.
"Nina. will you stay with me I mean just lay here." He whispered so quietly you would have thought it was the voice in your head.
"There's no where I'd rather be. Our Demond's play we'll together I said before I took another hit. Then we slept and I thought maybe I was dead. Before Collin woke up I stuck out afraid that he would wake up and remember that it was the drugs that may have found me attractive. After I got out I went to my house and packed a duffle bags of clothes and a back pack with my phone charger and all the money I could find in the house, in total around 1,000 dollars plus 200 from my mothers birthday card that she hid under the bed. I started to walk out of the door and as soon a it opened Collin was there.
"Nina why did you leave I thought someone hurt you again!" His voice sounded shaky as if he had been crying or possibly yelling.
"I...I just thought that last night you only liked me because the drugs...i thought to myself who could like me a girl who can't remember what happened the day before and." I kept on talking faster and faster till finally he lifted my chin and kissed me not passionately but lightly so lightly that it made you want more.