CHANGE

Part One

Ugh.. I thought to myself while repressing the urge to roll my eyes and purse my lips in annoyance. I don't even know how many times had I glance to my watch as I keep wishing for its needles to be faster.
     Eventually an almost inaudible hard sigh successfully gotten out even how hard I try to be as cool as I can.
     "Hey dude! Are you okay?" Finnick who caught the sigh automatically turn to face me.
     I force myself to form a lil smile to cover the fake-ness of my voice, "Nah just a lil bit sleepy.. I'm pulling an all nighter last night playing some games.." my hand unconsciously scratching the backs of my head.
     A big laugh bursting from Finnick mouth before he turn to the person sitting infront of us, "Seriously this dude didn't change even the slightest.. can you believe it Dean.. gosh my stomach hurts.." he still keep laughing after he said that.
     Dean shove his hand in front of Finnick face, "Geez man. Just let Zoey alone.." trying to sound calm and mature but still I can hear a hint of arrogance from his voice.
     A fist form under the table where we sat. I'm trying to gather all my composure left to remain sane. If only we're not in a diner and if only I never know these two man like the back of my palm I swear that Dean probably already eat my fist right now.
     But that's the matter. I know these two guys from way back to do something so absorb like punching them in the face. They are my so called bro for life.
     But the truth was, they never really meant much to me.
     "Seriously sorry guys. But I really need to get going. My head feels like its gonna explode any minutes now. Damn." Again I force a lil smile as sincerely as I can before standing up from my sit.
     Before Finnick and Dean have the chance to say anything I just walk away from there. I think I can hear they calling me back or just jokingly saying that I suck but I really just can't give a shit about those two f*ckers right now.
     All kind of curse just keep forming in my head while driving throughout the road to my already overdue rented house until I hit the bed and drift my slumber.

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