Rock beats nothing. Kiribaku/Kirishima angst|

-Part one-

-Kiri's POV-

The alarm's blaring sound jolts him awake before his mind catches up. It was new, everything was new. He'd only just moved in a day ago, so his new dorm's alarm clock had shocked him. The sun bleeds into the room and against his eyes seeing Kirishima hadn't brought a blind yet. Although the more he thought of having to beg his father for it the more he was content with just dealing with the sun. He has to deal with everything else so it was fine. He didn't deserve any luxuries.

After swinging his legs off the side of the bed he yawned, looking down at the body he could see. He wasn't wearing a shirt so he could clearly grimace at his body. He was way too overweight.
Others had told him once that he was all muscle, but he knew they were lying. Everyone around him lied. His friends said they loved his company that he was amazing, lies. The only people who had ever told him the truth was his parents and that kid from middle school. Kiri slowly moved his eyes to his arms while he made his way over to the wardrobe.

The scars, cuts, bruises and burns that littered them were beautiful. His punishment was beautiful because he deserved it. Every inch.

He opened the closet door with a sigh as he took in all his clothes. His school uniform, a long-sleeved sweater and a pair of ripped old shorts. He didn't deserve luxuries. He took a moment to glance back at his clock, 8:29am. "fuck-", he muttered before quickly stuffing himself into his uniform. Grabbing his broken school bag, he shot off into the hall and almost into the common area when he saw all the class casually hanging out in there. He'd forgotten about it being Saturday. So before everyone saw him being an idiot he walked back to his room.

Entering, Kirishima looked around his room. Nothing had changed much. The only difference was the clothes in the wardrobe and the school bag which he just dropped by the door. Closing it behind him. He brought everything with him and yet he barely made a dent. Kirishima swapped his clothes before wandering over to the cupboard and pulling out his best friend, a sharp razor blade.

Perching on the bed, he rolled his sleeve up and ran his best friend along his arm a few times. Once Kiri was satisfied and numb he returned it. He lined his arm with tissue over the cuts and pulled his sleeve back down.

Kirishima smiled his best, 'I'm fine', smile. Before making his way back to his classmates.

"Hey Kiri!", Mina waved while skipping over to him. "Did you sleep in?" Kiri was over aware of his friend's attention on him that it made him sick. He scratched the back of his neck while stating with a smile, "Yeah, sorry..." The pink girl shook her hands, "No, no. It's fine. I was just worried." Kirishima felt a pang of pain rush through him as he realized that he's being a burden. "Sorry-" "Stop apologising bro.", Denki's presence was made. "S- What's happening?", he changed the topic and focus by pointing to a good handful of his class in a sort of circle. Mina smiled, "We're gonna play truth or dare!" She went to grab his arm but Kiri stepped back. Which caught her attention. So instead she sat down and pat a seat beside her, he excepted it.

Kirishima looked around the circle to see who was there, Mina, Denki, Sero, Uraraka, Deku, Iida, Todoroki, Mineta, Momo and- Bakugou? Kiri got excited at one of his closet friends finally joining in. Although Kirishima wondered if Mina had forced him. There was also a small box in the middle. "What's that?", Deku asked what Kiri was thinking. "Well this is a lie detector made by a friend of mine in the support course.", Sero explained. Kiri knew at that point how dangerous it was for him to be there. He was about to make up an excuse and leave when Denki turned it on. He couldn't leave now without making it detect a lie. So he hoped that he could make it out of this alive.

"Okay so who's going first?", Momo.
"I will, then it can go along the circle!", Uraraka, "Todokoki, Truth or dare?"
"Dare.", Todo.
"I dare you to dab.", Uraraka.
Todoroki sighed before doing the dare which made a few people laugh.
"Kachan, Truth or dare..?", Deku.
Bakugou growled but said, "Truth."
"Who would you consider a close friend?", Deku.
"Kirishima obviously.", Bakugou stated as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. The box lit up green.
This made Kirishima blush at the happiness that at least one person in this entire world thought of him as a friend. But then frowned upon the realisation that it just meant he would disappoint him if anyone ever found out his secrets.
"I don't get how this is fun but Uraraka, truth or dare?", Iida.
"Truth!", Uraraka.
"I believe this is a generic truth, If you could date anyone in this room who would you want to date?", Iida.
She blushed bright red at the question and looked at the box knowingly.
"d-d-deku...", Uraraka.
Both of them became even redder if possible. Meanwhile, Todoroki frowned in a case of sadness.
"Sero truth or dare.", Todoroki just throughout.
"Truth.", Sero.
"Same question as Iida's.", Todoroki.
Another blushed.
"I guess if I had to, it would be Denki...", Sero.
More blushing.
"Momo truth or dare?!", Mineta.
"I'm not picking dare when it comes to you so truth.", Momo.
He growled.
"Fine. What do I have to do for you to date me?", Mineta.
"I don't care for looks if you were polite and respectful towards women I would probably accept your advances.", Momo.
This surprised everyone.
And gave Mineta a huge smile.
"My turn I guess. Kirishima?", Momo.
"Truth.", Kiri knew he'd be fine right now to pick truth.
"What are you thinking about right now?", He was wrong.
"Uhhhh...", He sighed, "Just that I want to go back to my room..."
Green. Bakugou turned to look at Kirishima with what he could only say to be concerned eyes.
"Kiri...", he muttered just loud enough for everyone to hear. Kirishima got scared at where this could lead. "Truth or dare?"
"Dare...", Kiri said, to frightened to pick truth.
"I dare you to tell us what's wrong.", Bakugou.
Kiri's heart felt like it stopped. This couldn't be happening, he couldn't allow it to. Everyone's concentration on him, he was about to be sick. His consent fake smile falling. His face almost telling them everything. "N-nothings wrong!", a nervous smile appearing.

A red beep destroyed everything. This made everyone stop. Everyone stare. He couldn't. He couldn't deal with all of this. "I can't do this-", Kirishima stated before almost frantically jogging down the hall and back to his room.

He needs his best friend.

-Bakugou's POV-

Kiri...
"Is he okay?", Denki's voice obviously scared.
No one answered.
Until "This is Kirishima, he's always a ball of happiness. I bet he's just not feeling a 100% today. We all get like that sometimes!", Mina relieved there concern.
But not all of them.
Bakugou couldn't help but worry about the only person he could call a friend.
The only person he wants to spend time with.
"This game is lame. I'm heading back to my room.", He muttered.
Getting up and disappearing into the hallways.
The only person he could let his guard down with.
Kirishima, the only guy he could ever learn to love-