The Bucket List (YoonMin)

Chapter 4

Author's Note: Hi my dear readers!! Sorry if I haven't updated for a lobg time!! I just had a lot of things that I did thus making me not to be able to update.

Anyways here's the new chapter!! Please enjoy it!!

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Park Jimin's POV:

"Neodo apeujanha cause you're mine I just want to blow your-"

I sang when suddenly I heard the door opened that made me stop singing.

I looked at who it was and I got embarrassed when I saw it was Suga.

He got in and I noticed that he brought the same medicine that I drink every morning.

"Good Morning" He greeted me while holding a bright and lively smile.

I just couldn't help myself to stare at his dashing smile and his adorable face.

"So how was your sleep Jimin?" He asked that made me come back to my senses.

I was shocked when I saw that he was now standing infront of me.

"I-It went well" Damn I just can't help to stammer whenever he's around.

He nodded his head and started to put the medicine and glass of water in the table beside my bed.

There was a long silence that lingered and my mind started to think of things to ask.

"Should I ask how was his sleep? No I think that's too plain. What should I ask??" 

I kept on thinking on what to ask but none ever came out of my mouth.

I just decided to read the book beside me to lower the absence of awkwardness surrounding us.

I was focused on reading the book when I started to feel that someone was gazing at me.

I turned to my side and saw that Suga was indeed looking at me and not only that HE WAS SMILING!!

I felt my heartbeat fastened and I started to have heavy breathing.

I looked at my side again and there he was leaning his back on the table beside me while crossing his arms.

I felt very conscious and I couldn't concentrate on reading when suddenly

"I heard you singing" He said to me.

I Felt my cheek heated up because of embarrassment.

"Uhmm Yeah" I answered without looking at him.

"You have a great voice you should sing more often."

And with that I looked at him

"Thank You." I told him and smiled a little. I can still feel my cheeks burning!!

I saw him shake his head and smile

He started to stand up and fixed his clothes and went to the door.

I just looked at him while he did so

"Have a great morning Jimin" he said while giving me a cheeky smile before going outside.

I just stared at the door with my mouth agape not knowing what to say or do.

OH MY GOSH HE SMILED AT ME!! NKT ONLY ONCE BUT THRICE!!

I feel like a teenager right now that talked to his crush!! Damn this butterflies in my stomach!!

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It was already lunch when mom came back. I saw her holding a big box.

"Hi mom" I greeted her with a big and warm smile.

"Hi son, How are you?" She asked me.

"I'm fine mom though I am a little bit hungry" I told her with a small laugh escaping from my lips.

She laughed and  came to me and put the box beside me.

"I brought some food" She said before raising her hand that had a container with a lot of fried chicken.

I got very excited and got the container from her and started eating the chicken.

She just laughed and took one for herself.

After we ate the chicken I noticed the box beside me and I got curious and asked my mom.

"Mom what's this box for?"

She looked at me and then looked at the box.

She went to sit diwn on the bed and carressed my soft hair.

"Those are your books son, I talked to Jennie yesterday and she said that you were getting bored her-"

I didn't let her finish her sentence snd started hugging her while giving her big kisses.

"Thank You!! Thank you soo much!!" She knew how much I missed my books and how it felt soo boring in the hospital.

She smiled at me and started cleaning  the plate.

I opened thd box and saw my old books. Inside were my textbooks, novels, and pocket books but one thing caught my eye.

I looked at the white velvet notebook that held soo much memories.

I looked at my mom again and I saw her washing the plates.

I got the Diary outside the box and traced my finger on the velvety feeling of its cover.

I opened the Diary and saw a picture inserted inside of it.

I took the picture and stare at the man beside me.

We looked so happy embracing one another and I saw the love in both of our eyes.

We were both wearing uniforms and I saw Jennie and our friends smiling widely at us.

It's only a memory now.

I told myself before putting the picture back and flipped to the next page.

My mouth went agape when I saw what was written there.

Feb 4, 2016,

Dear Diary,
           Today is the day that I said yes to him after courting me for 1 year!! I still remember how he his eyes were full of gaiety and how he carried me while our friends, classmates, teachers, and parents were there supporting us!!  . Today is the day that I would never ever forget!!
                                                Your Mochi,
                                                      Jimin

A small tear escaped from my eyes as I finished reading the page.

It's been 3 years since I wrote this. 3 years since the happiest moment in my life happened.

I told myself I would remember everything, every single detail that I had with the man who held my heart but look at me now, I have brain tumor.

I wiped the tear and laughed silently at my response. I looked at my mom who was now staring at me with a solemn look.

I gave her a smile and she walked towards me and gave me a hug.

I couldn't help the tears welling up in my eyes anymore and it felt like all the pain came back to me, all the memories that gashed me came all at once.

I found myself crying on my mom's shoulders while she whisper to my ears that everything would be okay.

These memories I want to keep them, treasure them but I know I wouldn't because I couldn't even if I desired to.

If only, If only it hadn't happened we would still be happy.