|melanie martinez imagines|

Love Is A Losing Game

love is a losing game
one I wished I never played
oh what a mess we've made
and now the final frame
love is a losing game
-Amy Winehouse 🖤

Melanie's POV

i walked back in the house after taking a drive to cool off.
i walk up to the bedroom ready to apologize to Y/N .
i open the door to see her stuff from the nightstand had vanished.
her shoes were gone ,
i opened the closet and all her clothes were gone.
i sat down and felt myself sit on something.
it was the promise ring i bought her.

she was gone.
she didn't leave a note.
she didn't even wait till i came back to leave.
i called and called helplessly but no answer.
as the phone rang time after time my tears rolled down my face .
the phone still had no answer.
the silence was haunting.
i sat staring at the wall thinking about earlier.

(flashback)

Y/N: Melanie I'm tired of this.
you have to start trusting me!
you think I'm cheating on with everybody
you don't even come to me and ask me
you jump to conclusions and yell and go through my phone
you won't let me explain myself until you've broken me with your words to the point where I'm dumb enough to think it's my fault .

M: I wouldn't have to do that if you'd stop putting us in these situations

what you mean the stupid scenerios you make in your head!?

M: "well I'm sorry for being worried"

it's not about being worried Melanie
it's about you not trusting me after all the time and emotion I put in this relationship
not once have I cheated on you
you go out for shows and interviews and not once have I ever assumed you cheated
Not once have I jumped to conclusions and hurt you with words
Not once have I went through your phone and threatened your friends who I was suspicious of !
I cant do this anymore Melanie.
not only is it ruining this relationship , it's ruining all my other relationships with friends and family
I'm done .

M : "yeah whatever I'll be back"

Melanie steaming with anger slammed the door leaving y/n in tears .

(flashback ends)

the memory brought tears to my eyes
I messaged y/n several times and got no response
she's really done with this .
with the relationship we worked so hard on.
i won't say she not right for what she did .
i hurt her and I hurt her bad
but I was too caught up in my ways to realize

Y/N's POV

I'm laying on the couch at my bestfriend's house .
my phone rang for the 10th time in 30mins .
Melanie was still trying to call me .
part of me wanted was angry because I knew she was probably at home sobbing as if I'm in the wrong .
but part of me was destroyed because no matter what she did I hated seeing her upset .
I hated even thinking of the thought of hurting her
but she needs to understand what it feels like
y/bf/n told me earlier that that was the wrong mentality to have
and that I should forgive Melanie
but I just don't know how .
I'll hurt if I don't forgive her
but I'll hurt if I do forgive her too .
I'm at a loss of words for what to do .
my phone rang again .
this time I built up the courage to answer

hello? I said

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so this is kind of sad but i was in my feelings tonight i guess lol . Thinking about making a part 2 💘
also do y'all want a smut bc i had one before but didn't like it so i wanted to try making another one. Let me know :)
and don't forget to send request pls💘 xoxo