but why me ? (Troyler fanfic )

chapter 10

~Troye pov~

Its monday now and i haven't talked to Tyler and my dad since the hospital thing happened i have to go to school today i all ready missed about 3 day of it and haven't even meet some of my Teachers cause i had to go to the office than i ran away to hid from Tyler during 3rd period. But that didn't help because he found me in the closet crying in the library my stupid anxiety taking over.

I got up early so that i could be early to school and be nice and early for my first class so that im not walking in late and everyone looking at me like i murdered somebody before class i got up did my hair and picked out some clothes none of my choices colorful black and white the only thing i wear im not a color kinda guy .

Its about 6.30 im just finishing breakfast getting ready to go i grab my keys and head for the door my cars just like me black no color never will color is just to fun and ...im not a fun person im boring im suprised Tyler even trys to talk to me , I hop in my car and drive to school i dont feel nervous at all but my body does my stomach hurting everytime i get closer i parked my car across the street again blocking me out of big crowds i crossed the street walking up to the front of the school and taking a deep breath before i walked in there wasn't that many people here yet just how i liked it but it was only 6.46 and school starts at 7.30.

The bell just rang to go to first period im all ready at the door waiting for the teacher to get here "Hello sir " i was confused is she talking to me
(Well duhh troye your the only one there ) " h-hi a-are you the teacher ? " so like am i going crazy today or ......of course shes the teacher

"Yes i am are you new to my class i haven't seen you ?" I was about to explan to her everything that went on the first day but instead " yea im New " i have been going to school here for 3 years and still nobody new me so might as well use it " well welcome ..? Umm whats your name "

"Troye !!! " somebody shouted from the hallway i looked over and it was tyler and he was waving at me he was walking over to us " im guessing your names Troye" she smiled "Hey troye whats up " no no no why now i have first period now and he decides to talk to me we have eachothers numbers "was just gonna go to my first period sorry i cant talk i have to go " and i walked in to the room and sat in the very back corner of the room i could see Tyler there stand by the door with the teacher what are they talking about ? Is he telling her about my hospital mishaps .....

The next thing i know Tyler walking in with a grin on his face " good thing to know is that we have first period together ". .did he just say what i think he said ... did he just say we have first period together half of me is starting to realize that im gonna be seeing this boy more than i want to please please let this be the only class for god sakes this cant turn out more than a crush.

The bell rang for first period to end i packed all my notes up we took for something i wasnt paying attention that much for some reason i got up to head out of the door when " remember to do your project thats due next Monday " ...what project was she talking about i never heard about this i walked over to here desk and " um whats this project thing where doing ?" She was pilling a hole bunch of papers about 20 pages she handed them to me and said " heres the papera it tells you everything and you and your partner need to have it done by next monday " ...partner whos my partner i just got here hold up lady gosh " partner ??" She look at me like i was crazying for saying that than she facepalmed and looked back up " oh yes troye i forgot your new here your partners Matthew " .....Whos Matthew ugh great i have to spend my free time with getting a good grade with this kid great " oh wait nevermind wrong name sorry your partners with tyler and he wasn't he yesterday either so perfect match " she smiled ..oh just Great now even more time with this kid out of class

My lifes just great .

Its lunch now time i decide i should go have lunch out on the blechers since nobody goes out there when its this cold. i grabed a hot chocolate from the coffee shop and a napkin and headed to the back.

I sat on the very top of the bleachers and listened to my music its so cold i can see my breath in the air i closed my eyes with my hot chocolate keeping my hands warm so i could think about things how im gonna try to make things better this year for me and for tyde and sage i dont want them in that house with dad anymore mom dosnt really do anything she cant or dad will hurt her too so i will take her too to get away from him i was so distracted by my music and thoughts that i flinched so hard when i felt hands on my shoulders that i dropped my hot chocolate all over me "Oww oww oh my god thats hot owwww " i scremed " Oh my god Troye i didnt mean to oh my god im so sorry " i turned to see Tyler putting his hands on his mouth like he just dropped a knife on me and cut both my legs off or something " No No its fine " he didnt make a move he just standing there silent

i decided it would be best to bring up something eles " so where partner's for first period " he seemed to be calmed down now and sitting right next to me " Yea where doing a speech and gonna present to the class monday so we better get started on it "

Did ..did he just say present it to the class i cant even talk to my parents i dont know how im talking to him crowds are not my thing specialy talking to them " b-b-ut i dont even know what where doing it about " tyler got his backpack and unzipped it he got out a note card with a number and paper with more numbers on it and topics " i decided not to look till we both where here if thats fine "

..why was he so shaky with the note card and paper was he scared of what topic we where going to get or ...ohhhhh dumb me its cold out here (Troye he has no sweater) "yea thats fine ..umm do like want my sweater you look really cold " he stoped shaking after " no im fine ok we are numbers 5 " we looked down the list to number 5 " There it is" he shouted "same sex marriage " My eyes went wide i-i-i have to talk about that what if i just give myself out i have to present to the hole class this years not going so good all ready.

A/N
omg hey guys so this is the suprise update !! Cause i didn't have school today so HOLLA !!!! lol so i hope you guys like it SHARE IT VOTE IT COMMENT ILL LOVE YOU FOREVER ♡♥ BUT YEAAAA I HOPE THIS IS LONGER I HAVE NO IDEA BUT YES I WILL STILL UPDATE SATURDAY AND SUNDAY TOO (; LOL SOOO IDK TRXYE TYLER TROYE IM BORED NOW BYEEEEEEEE ps sorry for all the Troye povs lol there will be tyler soon just wait lol

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