"come on baby you have to go over your dad's house"I said grabbing yumes bag of clothes
"Okay ma"he said grabbing his phone he looked at me and then stopped me
"Boy we don't got time-yume takes his bag and puts his phone in his pocket and walked to the car
"I'll carry it mama you are a lady I'm the man"he said and I smiled hard my baby boy is becoming a young man he reminds me so much of jahseh
We walked to the car and he got in the back seat and I got in the driver's seat and put on my seat belt and looked in the review mirror and seen time doing the same
Yume is now 7/1 his birthday is next month
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I pulled up to jahs hosue and yume grabbed his back and his phone as I got out the car the baby started kicking
"I know baby you'll be out soon"I said and then I grabbed yumes hand and we walked up to the door I moved a braid out my face and the door opened reveling a girl, a white girl she looked like she just woke up and she had on just a bra and panties must be one of his hoes WHY THE DON'T SHE GOT ON CLOTHES MY BABY BOY IS RIGHT HERE and this nigga really let a half naked btc open his door
I covered yumes eyes
"X YOUR BABYMOMMA OR SUM HERE"SHE YELLED btc do u just
I walked in took my hands off yumes eyes as the girl mean mugged me and went and sat on the couch with her legs open with just a bra and panties
"Exscuse me don't u see my son here"I said trying to calm down I haven't took my meds in a while
"So"she said
"Bitch-gco
"DADDY"YUME yells and runs into jahs arms
"Hey buddy how you been I haven't seen u since last week"Jah said I rolled my eyes at him and then looked back a the white btc she was still mean mugging me
"Yume baby go to your room mommy and daddy and...this woman have to have a grown folks talk"I told him and he nodded I watched as he went up the stairs to his room and closed the door I walked over to the by. And I grabbed her by her hair and started beating her ass
"Btc you don't ever.disrepect me or my kid u dusty ass hoe"I said kicking her face and Jah grabbed me and the girl laid on the floor trying to get up
"Put me down"I said heated and he let me go
"GET THE FUCK OUT ZOEY AND FIND SOME DAMN CLOTHES BTC"Jah yelled and he looked sexy ASF when he mad no cap but that's besides the point she got her shit walked out mad I slapped jahseh
"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU having btcs here when u TOLD me to bring yume here for are tour I don't even want to go anymore with u tour u can't even handle yourself with liquor "I said he looked hurt by my words I felt bad
"This is why we aren't together Jah you changed alot"I said said and he shot me a look 'how'look
"You broke up with me remember don't fucking forget that and u have to go on the tour your manager said so your stuck with me either way I'll have you whether u want me or now"he said close to my face it hurted me that I did that non of these would have happened if he never said he was leaving me
"Your the one who said u wanted to leave me"I said to him trying to not seem like the bad guy
"Because u needed space aways from me I fucked your life up okay I know I'm a bad father you don't have to remind me Everytime u see me"he said I heard the Pain and shame in his voice I hugged him in a tight hug and he hugged back and cried in my arms
"I'm sorry this is my fault"I said and he cried harder and then it came to a stop
"This is my fault I left you alone now we have to hide that we aren't together and act like a fake couple it shouldn't be like this Makayla I promised you the world and much more now look at me I'm a loner and I don't know how many times you want me to say sorry but I'm sorry I just want to be with you like old times"he said and I looked him the eyes and he was more hurt than me he was beating himself for this shit I hate seeing him like that
"Your the best father that yume and our
baby girl could have don't EVER say that your not a good dad even tho u left me doesn't mean we can't work things out Jah I still love you with all my heart it's hurting me just like you we just need to take things slow"I said what was I getting myself into I'm falling for him again but he's the only one I wanted and the only one I needed
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I was back at home packing for are tour stoke and Isaiah was coming and ceylon and arneisha yesterday at jahseh house I felt so bad for him I could tell he was trying so hard to fix us but he seemed to fail ever time God I love that boy only stoke,ceylon, Isaiah,and arneisha knew
we broke up are parents we just played it off with them so they think we all good but we not
I grabbed my phone and charger and the bagy bag and just went to the car with my suitcase and went to jahs house that's where the tour bus was
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I walked on the tour bus and seen everyone greeted me
"Hey sista"Isaiah said I kissed his cheek
"BSF"CEYLON AND Arneisha scream and hugged me tight I did the same haven't seen them in a while
"Hey sis"Stoke said I kissed his cheek and sat down yume ran up to me and kissed my cheek
"Good morning Mommy"he said
"Good morning baby where your dad"i said and he pointed to the back I got up and went to the back of the bus in our room Of course we had to share a room
"Jah you okay"I asked sitting next to him and he nodded he was writing in his book which ment he was not okay he put it down and laid on the bed the bus started to move
"Jah please let me in we can't work on us if we can't tell each other how we feel"i told him and he sighed
"I feel alone I feel like I'm letting everyone down why? because I'm 25 years old and I don't really know why I'm not dead "he said to me
"Don't feel like dat I love you your not alone I'm with u all the way even if you don't believe it"I said and I laid on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me as I drifted to sleep I missed this
Y'all really thought I was gonna right on Christmas Eve I think the fuck not I just needed time to see what I was gonna write about
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Teen FictionA girl named makayla haves a crush on a boy mike but she also has a crush on xxxtentacion aka jahseh at first she will date mike but he will treat her no good and her friends try and tell her about mike but she doesn't listen and jahseh tries to win...
