Chapter 7

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{Makayla POV}

As jah was driving I thought 💭 about him dating Geneva shes no good for him why can't he see that I'm the right one for him but after what I just went threw with mike I don't know if I could trust anyone anymore.

We pulled up into my drive way he only stay around the corner but I didn't want to walk so he drove me we both got out of the car and I knocked on the door because I forgot my keys at jahsehs house.

"Hey honey and jahseh come in"I said smiling hard as fuck then me and jahseh came in and sat down and waiting for her to talk

"Ok so your going to be 18 this year and I know you want your privacy so I'm moving to pairs and giving you the house"she said smiling having me the keys to the house

"Oh my god mom are you serious"I asked in shock

"Yes and I'm moving out today i will pay the rent and stuff until you get a job"she said I ran to her and hugged her tight as ever and helped her take her stuff to the car and then me and her and jahseh drive to the airport

"I guess this is good bye"I said kinda sad

"Of course not it's I'll see you soon sweetie pie now stop crying"she said hugging me and kissing my forehead

"Ok bye love you"I said waving and to her and jahseh did the thing

"Jahseh"my mom said to him before she left

"Yes mrs.rivers"he answered

"Take care of my daughter for me"she said

"I will don't worry"he said then she left on the plan

Me and jahseh left and went back to my house and we went upstairs to my room.

"Wow your room is big as fuck"he said shocked

"Nah yours is bigger"i said honestly

"Why is it all black"he asked me talking about my room

"Because that's how am in the inside empty blacked hearted I only love and care for so many people ya know"I I answered

"Well what do you want to talk about"he asked me

"I don't know anything"I said walking to the kitchen getting some watermelon

"You remember when we went to the park and got so high we started running from the swings"he asked laughing

"Hell yeah that day was funny then we got in trouble for skipping"I said laughing

"How's your mom and adien"I asked him

"Me and my mom are working three are problems but we're m getting along and adien is doing good he's in school now"he said

"That's good"I said taking a piece of watermelon and eating it then jah got a call

"Now..alr I'm on my way"he said hanging up the phone

"I got to go ski ready to start on the song I'll be back later bye love you"he said to me leaving out the door

Wait he just said he love me omg he said he love me I can't believe it

(2hours later)
I woke up and went to the bathroom and looked in the bathroom my face was started to heal and I started to cry I'm so stupid I gave my virginity to a boy that didn't even love me I then looked in my bathroom cabinet and seen my pills I was supposed to take but I stopped taking them and I seen my razor blade and grabbed it and looked at my wrist and I started cutting my arms I seen the blood dripping for from my wrist and it started making a puddle on the floor I cut all the way up to my arm and then I stopped and fell in all the blood and cried even harder then I heard the door open

"Makayla"I heard someone yell it sounded like jahseh I didn't even  try and clean it up I just laid back and looked up then I seen jahseh burst threw the door.

"Makayla what the fuck are you doing"jahseh yelled at me me helping me up then turning on the shower for me to get in I'm guessing

"Get in"jahseh told me them left out the bathroom

I took off my clothes and did as told and got in the shower

"Fuck"I semi shouted to myself because of the cuts hitting the water hurted so bad I then grabbed the soap put some on my towel and then I washed my body and then gently washed my cuts then washed the soap off of  me and turned the water off and grabbed the towel and wrapped it around me then left out the bathroom to see jahseh watching tv but as soon as he saw me he hopped up

"Let me know when your done changing"he told me then left out my room and closed the door I grabbed my all black outfit

"Let me know when your done changing"he told me then left out my room and closed the door I grabbed my all black outfit

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I put on my clothes and let my hair air dry and called jah back up here he sat on the bed next to me and looked mad

"What's wrong"I asked jahseh

"Stop cutting yourself because I can't lose you I need you so plz don't do it again promise me"he told me in a bad voice but he look sexy when he mad no cap

"I promise"I said to him then tmr we have school ughh I can't wait till I graduate the 12th grade so I don't have to go to school any more

Jahseh phone started ringing and I looked at it and it was geneva so he picked up

{jahseh🖤 POV}

I picked up my phone because Geneva was calling me

"Hello"i said she was still at that party with her friends cause I heard the music in the back ground

"Where you at I'm on my way home?"she asked

"I'm at makayla's house"I told her

"Why the fuck is you at that bitch house I don't fucking like her"she said

"Calm down it ain't even like that"I told her trying to calm her down

"Nah fuck that"she said then hung up the phone

"Makayla I'll be back tmr"I told kayla

"Ok let me know when you get home drive safe"she told me giving me a hug and tbh I didn't want to let go but I had to then I drove home

~home~
I walked in the house and went upstairs and I heard crying so I walked in the room and Geneva was crying hard and I ran over to her and lifted her face up and it looked horrible her I had blood in it her face was swallowed and lip was busted

"BAE WHO DID THIS TO YOU"I yelled mad about her face but she didn't answer then I went down stairs to go get my keys and go to the cvs and get some medicine for her and I walked out side the police was down there

"Put your hands behind your head and get on he groud!!"the police said pointing the gun towards my head

"Put I didn't do anything"I told him doing what he just said as he put the hand cuffs on me and put me in the car

What did I do??

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